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Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Time For Disposal-Chapter 2-Spring Cleaning-Snippet 2



Time For Disposal-Chapter 2-Spring Cleaning-Snippet 2


I was the second one to have all of this done to me. Once my turn was over, I was put right back into the room again until after the sale demonstrations were over. Then, each of the doors were opened, each of the subjects were taken out and then made to stand in front of the room with the door open so that everyone could visually and physically inspect each one of us. The baby girl was taken by a rather large family, and then they left. The baby boy to my left, was taken by a rather rich family, then they left. Then, it was between me and one other baby, a baby girl. Six families were still window shopping but two were seriously considering the baby girl and I. Then, one of the mothers came over to me, began to insert her index and middle fingers into the leg elastics in my disposable diaper. She ran her fingers from both hands, along the elastics right up and slightly past my groin. She stood up, put her right hand on my left shoulder and then guided me over to the lady who was signing each of the subjects out and taking them off of the inventory lists and custodial lists. “I’d like this baby” she told the lady. “Ok, good choice. I hope he makes you happy for a very long time. If he doesn’t, at any time, feel free to dispose of him or bring him back yourself.” Stated the lady handing my new mommy, her new custody papers. Then my new mommy grabbed my right hand and then we both walked to her car. Once we got to it, she opened the rear passenger side and then she picked me up and then she put me into the car seat. She then strapped me in and then she closed the door, walked around to the driver’s side, opened the door, got in, closed the door then started the car and then she drove off. We drove through a ton of traffic on the freeway on the way to my new home. Along the way, my new mommy was excitedly telling me all about the daycare that she owned and ran, and the new line of fashionable diapers that she had.
She also told me about my new nursery room, all of my new clothes, and all about the two sisters and one brother that I was also going to meet. The two sisters, were older, in their early and mid teens. She told me that my sisters were all too eager to babysit me, dress me and feed me too. My slightly older brother that I was going to meet, was still in diapers full time because he was developmentally delayed. He had the body of a 7 year old, but he was still like a 6 month old baby. The nursery was going to be shared with my other brother according to my mother. A few minutes later, my new mommy stopped off at a grocery store to buy some more diapers, because she didn’t have any in my size, a slightly smaller size than the ones my older brother was wearing. Mommy got me out of the car and brought me into the store. She got a shopping cart and then she made me walk beside it, seeing as how I was 5’9 and able to walk. My mommy went straight to the diaper isle where she bought a whole bunch of diapers that had the plastic backing on them and the diapers had really vibrant prints and colors on them. Some of the diapers had a beach and sunset design, some had zebra stripes, some had American flags prints, and the rest had white backgrounds with little red hearts all over them. “Hey baby, these diapers here, are the ones that your new mommy made. My company makes these so I like to buy my own diapers from the store to make sure that each store is stocking my diaper line the way I want them.” Explained my new mommy as we walked to the checkout counter to buy me my disposable diapers. Once we paid, we left and Mommy put my diapers into the front seat and then she loaded me into my car seat before she got in, started the car and then drove to where my new home was. A few short minutes later, we pulled into the drive way, mommy touch a button and the garage door opened. Mommy then drove into the garage and the door then lowered closed.
Mommy got out, got me out first, called to my sisters, to come take me to the nursery while she carried the five packs of diapers in two plastic grocery bags, into the house and up to the nursery. It turned out that my new mommy, was a single mommy. Her husband had left her three years ago in another city and state. She and her kids had moved here and bought this house. Mommy used her left-over funds to start a business that boomed. With the profits from that business, she started the diaper company. She was a successful single mother of four kids. Once I was up in the nursery, the oldest sister lifted me up onto my own diaper changer that was really, nice, clean and new. She began to unfasten the tapes on my diaper. She pulled the diaper down to discover that my diaper had once been wet already and now it was wet again. My sister pulled the wet diaper out from under me, then without rolling it up, she tossed it into the 50 gallon-sized Rubbermaid trash can next to the changer. Then, she had her younger sister go and bring up the two bags of new diapers that mommy had just bought. Once the younger sister brought up the two grocery bags with my diapers in them, the older sister, Tammy, (a sandy blond haired girl with freckles) took out one of the packages of diapers, then she ripped the package open and then took out one of the zebra striped diapers. Then she opened it up, and got it ready to put on me. “Now baby brother, I am going to take you into the bathroom and get you all nice and clean. Come with me….” Said Tammy as she picked my naked body up and then carried me into the bathroom. Inside of the bathroom, there were towels hung neatly on racks, and it was a rather large bathroom too. My sister started the bath water, and then once the tub filled up just enough, she picked me up, and then lowered me into the water. “There you go sweetie….now doesn’t this feel a lot better?” Asked Tammy.
I gurgled a little bit and smiled back at her. Then Tammy began to thoroughly wash every single part of me until all of my body was clean. Then she picked me up, being careful not to drop me with her slippery wet hands, and put me down onto the carpeted bath mat. Tammy grabbed a clean dry towel and then dried me off well. “There….now you smell a lot better too. Time to put your diaper on….” Said Tammy as she took my hand and led me back into the nursery.
She then lifted me up onto the changer and then helped me lay down on my back. She then took the diaper, slid it underneath me, then she pulled it up and then fastened the very sticky tape tabs in the VERY thick, bulky (SAP-FREE) disposable diaper. “There…aren’t these dipees really nice and comfy? Yea…they look nice and comfy. Now, I’m going to bring you downstairs so that we can feed you.”
Said Tammy as she helped me down from the changer. Then Tammy helped me down the stairs and then showed me where the dinning room was. At the table, there were two highchairs set up, one, had my older baby brother in it and the other was for me. I was sitting right between Mommy and Tammy. Tammy was going to feed me while Mommy tended to my brother. The food was put onto the table and then I was fed with a spoon from my plate. A tall pink baby bottle with playing card designs on it was on the table, just out of reach, but full of whole milk. Tammy ate with me, taking a few bites here and there between feeding me. Once I didn’t want any more, Tammy gave me my bottle. Then she finished her meal and then helped me out of my highchair.
My younger sister Jessica, went over to the TV and began to watch. My older sister Tammy, took me over to the couch with her and then she sat me into her lap and then she cradled me and gently rocked me as she watched TV with her sister.
Before I was able to drink ¾ of my bottle, I had fallen asleep. My sister Tammy, graciously held me until it was time to put me down into my crib. Before she put me into my crib, she made sure to change my diaper. She added a couple of thick booster pads made especially for the diapers that I was wearing. She then powdered me and then pulled my diaper up and fastened the tapes. She then laid me into my crib, and I was still asleep when she raised the side. Then Tammy quietly picked up my slightly wet, disposable diaper from the changer and then tossed it into the 50 gallon trash can where my other diaper was. Then Tammy left the nursery and left the door open a crack so that when mother brought my brother up, he and she didn’t wake me up.
About an hour later, mommy brought my brother up and changed him, put him into his footed sleeper and then laid him into his crib. She then shut the lights out and automatically the nightlight turned on. Mommy also left the door open a little bit.
Soon, the whole house was asleep. Before I knew it, it was morning, Mommy had come in to wake me so to change my diaper. She lowered the side of the crib and then helped me out and onto my feet. My diaper looked like it wasn’t that wet, but the booster pads were soaked.
Mommy picked me up and sat me down onto the changer. She laid me down gently and then began to unfasten the tapes of my diaper.
Just as Mommy pulled my diaper open and laid it open flat on my changer, Jessica came into the Nursery to take off her pull-up and put on another one. “Hey Jessica, make sure you toss that wet pull-up into the diaper pail here next to the changer instead of just leaving it there on the floor please. Also………….remember what today is?” stated and then asked mommy to Jessica. Then, once Jessica put on her other pull-up, she went to the closet to select an outfit to wear. She started to get dressed as Mommy finished putting my fresh, clean, dry diaper on. Then Mommy began to dress me in a pair of blue sweat shorts and a clean, white t-shirt. She then lifted me off the changer and then put me down onto my feet so that she could show me where to find some toys. Once Mommy got me busy playing with my toys, she escorted Jessica into her room, leaving her wet pull-up on the floor. A few minutes later, Jessica came back into the nursery to dispose of her wet pull-up. Then Jessica left the nursery and went back into her room where mommy was. She and Mommy were talking about getting rid of some of her dolls. She didn’t want to at all….but Mommy gave her two weeks, Saturday of the next 2 weeks to clean up her room and clear out a few of her dolls, otherwise, mommy was going to take all of her dolls and dispose of them.
Then mommy left Jessica’s room and went to wake up Tammy. Tammy woke up, made her bed, then she got dressed. Mommy was going to need Tammy to care for my older disabled brother while she and I went for a jog in the nearby park. Mommy came and got me from my room, and then brought me downstairs. Mommy fed me some cereal in my highchair and then when I was done, she got up, refilled her coffee cup, and then sat back down next to me. Mommy put my cereal bowl onto the table out of my reach and then she began to sip her coffee. Half an hour later, after I was starting to squirm, she got up, took my bowl and her cup to the sink and then she picked me up out of the highchair and then put me down onto my feet. She then guided me out to the Garage where she kept the jogger stroller. Then once she and I were standing in front of the jogger stroller, she lifted me into the seat and then belted me in. “Mommy and her new baby are going to take a nice jog in the park today. Your sisters will be at home, cleaning their rooms while we are gone.” Explained mommy before we left. Mommy then pushed the jogger stroller down the street, to the park that had a long, twisty, paved jogger path. It went through forest and thick trees and then back out into the open. Mommy jogged along the path that circled back near the starting point. Then she and I went back home.
Once arriving at home, mommy got me out of the stroller, then took me by my right hand and then led me into the house. Once inside and the door had closed behind us, mommy led me back upstairs to get ready for my nap. Inside of the nursery, mommy picked me up, and then sat me down onto the changing table. Then she laid me down onto my back before she fastened the strap to keep me from rolling off. Then she pulled my blue shorts down and took them off, dropping them down onto the floor for a bit while she changed me. Then mommy unfastened the tapes on my now semi wet diaper. She then pulled the diaper out from under me and then tossed it into the 50 gallon sized diaper disposal trash can. Then she reached down under the changer and then grabbed the package of diapers that her company had made, and then she took one of the diapers out, then she put the package back under the changer. Then she started to open the diaper up. Once that was done, she lifted my butt and then slid the diaper under me. She then laid me back down into the diaper and then she pulled the diaper up between my legs and fastened the tapes.
Mommy then unfastened the strap and then picked me up into a sitting position on the changer. “There you go honey…..all better now. It’s time for a little nappy-poo….ok?” said mommy as she pulled my shirt off and then tossed it onto the floor too where my shorts were. Then mommy lifted me up and then laid me down into my crib. Then she raised the side and then went to go put my shorts and my shirt down the laundry chute that led to the basement. Mommy then left the nursery for a bit and I could hear the phone ring downstairs….one of my sisters had answered the phone and then handed it to mommy. I then fell asleep. About two or more hours later, I woke up to Mommy gently lifting me out of the crib, changing my diaper and then carrying me down to the kitchen.
Mommy put me down into the highchair for a late lunch….then, lunch was over, and mommy told Tammy to get me out of the highchair and then go sit with me on the couch and watch some TV for a little while. Then Mommy got back on the phone after searching for some financial information on her accounts. Mommy talked for a long while, and she had a very concerned tone in her voice.
After she got off the phone, mommy looked bewildered. “Tammy, Jessica, I have some bad news….I am going to have to dispose of Josh and your new baby brother….on Monday. They will be taken out with all of the diapers from last week and this weekend as well as all of your dolls and stuffed animals. I will talk about this more later….but…I need the both of you to first, help me get both of your brothers ready for disposal on Monday…go upstairs and gather up all of the clean cloth diapers I had for both of them and never used on the new baby, gather up all of their clothes, crib sheets, stuffed animals, and the few toys that they both have…put them all into bags. I am going to take both boys to work on Monday for Trash day. I am going to work tomorrow and I will leave the both of them there then.” Explained Mommy in a VERY disappointed and somewhat sad voice. “All I can say for now is, this bad economy has forced me to make some very tough choices. We all will have to do with MUCH less. Mommy’s diaper Business almost wiped us out…but it is slowly taking off. It will be quite a while before it starts to really make us money. Once it does, Mommy can maybe go and get two more subjects and we can start all over again.” Mommy explained to the two girls. Then everyone went upstairs, Tammy carried me upstairs to the nursery where she laid me down into my crib for a bit until they could get everything in trash bags. It took the whole day to get everything that was Josh’s and mine, into bags. There was a TON of diapers, clothing, cloth diapers, some that had JUST been washed and dried too. Mommy went down to the basement to get the clean cloth diapers and a few onesies out of the drier.
She instinctively folded them up and put them into a laundry basket. Then, once mommy was done folding, she brought the laundry basket back upstairs, then she went to the garage to put it into the trunk of the car. Once everything was bagged up, all except two packages of mommy’s own brand of diapers that Tammy had opened for Josh and I’s open package of disposable diapers, a couple packages of opened diaper doublers/booster pads, and an almost half used container of wipes.
Once everyone had finished bagging stuff up and taking it down to the car and putting it in, Mommy, Tammy, and Jessica rested down on the couch. It was dark out by then and Tammy decided to go upstairs and change my diaper. She went upstairs, went into the nursery and then went over to my crib. She pulled the side down and then picked me up and then put me down onto my back, on the changer. Then she unfastened the tapes on my diaper then pulled my diaper out from under me. She didn’t roll it up before opening the lid on the 50 gallon trash can next to the changer, then she tossed my diaper in, on top of the diapers already inside. Then Tammy took out another one of Mommy’s Brand of disposable diapers. Tammy unfolded it, then opened it up. She then reached under the changer again and then took out eight diaper doublers that were usually used in Josh’s diapers, but she thought it was a good time to use some in mine. Once the booster pads were all in my diaper, Tammy Slid the SUPER thick puffy diaper underneath me. She then shook a BUNCH of baby powder into my diaper before she pulled it up and fastened the tapes. Tammy then picked me up and then put me back into my crib. “Time to go night-night now baby….sleep well. See you in the morning….” Then Tammy went over to change Josh’s Diaper. She used the same diapers and the same amount of Diaper Doublers in Josh’s diapers that she had used in mine. Once Josh had been changed, Tammy ran downstairs to the kitchen to get two pre-made bottles of Whole milk to give to us subjects. Tammy went back upstairs and then gave us both bottles. Then she crept quietly out of the nursery leaving the door open a crack. Morning comes….Mommy and Tammy are both in the nursery early….taking us out of our cribs, and then changing our diapers. Once Josh’s diaper was changed, mommy put his wet diaper into the 50 gallon trash can. Then she took him downstairs. Mommy gave Josh a bottle of whole milk to drink for the trip to Mom’s daycare. Mommy got Josh strapped into his car seat….in the back of the car. Then once Tammy was done changing MY diaper, she tossed MY diaper into the 50 gallon trash can and then took ME downstairs. Tammy took me right to the car and then got me buckled into my car seat too. Then she went back inside to get me a bottle of whole milk to drink too. Then, Tammy was instructed to go get ALL of the stuff that they had bagged up the night before AND also dump the completely full diaper pail as well, and bring all of that stuff down to the car too.
Once the car had been loaded….Mommy asked Tammy to stay with us while she went back up to the nursery to get all of the packs of diapers that had been used on Josh and I.
Then mom came back down with four force-flex trash bags FULL of our partially used up packages of diapers, and the remaining unused packages of the diapers that she had created for us, by her own diaper company. Then, mommy put the four full trash bags into the floorboards of the front passenger seat and then walked around the front of the car then got in, closed the door and started the car.
She opened the garage door, then backed out of the driveway, and out to the street. She then put the car in gear and we were off to Mom’s daycare. A short 20 minute drive later,
we arrived at the daycare. Mom called out to the few night staff members that were still there, because this was a 24 hour daycare….and “disposal nursery” ( A SPECIAL daycare and nursery where anyone can leave their kids…or any kids or disabled people who wear diapers all of the time, so that the daycare can dispose of them….and…as much of that person’s stuff as can be brought…well with SOME limits of course…mostly limited to ALL of that person’s clothing, wet diapers, unused portions of the packages of diapers that were left over, stuffed animals, dolls, onesies, t-shirts, laundry baskets, strollers, and even the special laundry soaps needed to wash the pre-fold cloth diapers, and cloth training pants.)
Once these items were received, they were put out back, to be stored until trash day.
Then the items would be put into the various 95 gallon totes and 32 gallon aluminum trash cans that the daycare had available to them. The diaper disposal company, provided all of the totes, while the daycare went out and bought their own trash cans because of the sheer volume of diapers and diapering trash that they threw away each week.
Residential customers, also were provided four totes and they could have as many other trash cans as they wanted. Anything over six 32 gallon trash cans, would cost the residential customers $15 a can. If any customer didn’t pay…the company just didn’t pick up their trash that week.
Mommy had one of the staff members come and get me out while she got Josh out of the car seats. Once Josh was out, mommy, handed him over to tone of the staff members and gave the two staff members who had both of us, to go and get us ready for disposal, before the trash truck came at 8:30 am. The two staff members went inside and took the both of us over to changing tables. They both began to take our new fresh diapers off and then they put us in VERY, thick disposable diapers with 6 and 8 doubled booster pads inside of our diapers. The staff members were also instructed to use half a bottle’s worth of baby powder in each of our diapers, which they did. Mommy also instructed the lady changing me…to take one Attends medium diaper, that I usually wore, and that mommy was given when she got me from the landfill, Mommy told the staff member to put that diaper on OVER the one I was already wearing…..….but then…it would help keep me even drier during the ride to the diaper landfill. Once I was diapered, The staff member got me down from the changer, then took me out to the back where all of the wet diapers and other trash was put until it was time to take it all out to the front. The staff member grabbed me by the hand, then took me out back, to the covered storage unit where all of the trash was. She then picked me up and then put me into one of the janitorial trash carts full of the diapers from the daycare. “Now, baby, your mommy is going to be here early tomorrow morning…she said that she wants to personally hand you over to the trash collectors when they come in the morning.
I will get you bottles every few hours, all night until it is time to be taken out to the trash truck in the morning. I really DON’T care if you actually sleep or not…you are NOT our concern any more. The ONLY thing I was told to do was to make sure that you got bottles of milk, juice, water, or whatever…until it is time to take the trash out. I am going to lock you into this nice full cart which is also locked into this nice, steel shed. I will bring you five more bottles in the next hour so that you have everything you need until morning.” Explained the staff lady before she lowered a locking lid, locked the lid and then closed and locked the thick steel doors. It got REALLY dark inside of the shed. I laid on my tummy, drinking my cool baby bottle full of milk. I got turned on during the next few hours and decided to wet my diapers in a different way. Since I couldn’t reach into my diaper, there was no other way to do that except the usual way….(like making conventional positioned…love) Then, about half an hour later, the staff lady came back, carrying five baby bottles full of whole milk, grape juice, apple juice, cranberry juice mixed with apple juice and another bottle full of milk. She unlocked the steel doors, came in, unlocked the lid on the cart and then raised it for a minute. “Ok baby…here. These ought to last you all night. A few of the cleaning ladies will be in and out of here as well as the janitor too. They will be emptying all of the 32 gallon and 50 gallon diaper pails from our daycare, into your cart, since it is…the one with the least amount of trash in it. I expect for you to try NOT to escape or do anything but stay in the cart and in here! Is this understood?” Asked the staff lady. I nodded then the staff lady lowered the lid again then locked it….then, she closed and locked the storage shed again. The smell of wet diapers was once again…looming inside of the cart. After about four hours go by, the doors to the shed opened and then the lid was unlocked and raised on the cart I was in. It was the cleaning ladies…they were dumping in three cans worth of wet, unrolled, unwrapped disposable diapers, formerly wet, week-old wet pre-fold cloth diapers, plastic pants, that still had some semi wet cloth diapers in them still, 20 pairs of formerly wet cloth training pants, 50 pair of wet disposable training pants. Then the janitor had two 32 gallon trash cans worth of onesies, cloth diapers, a few footed sleepers that had holes in them, 32 pair of pants that had snaps all up the legs and crotch, that also had some kind of dried up, gels all over them. There were also 20 old pairs of soccer style shorts that had the crotches ripped out of them. The white shorts all had dark nasty stains in them too…some were a yellowish color and then the other stains were bluish and a greenish black color.
They all smelled like old LUVS diapers that had been wet in….and Super Absorbent Diaper Gels. I wiggled and squirmed while the cleaning ladies and the janitor dumped in trash can after trash can…until the cart was full. I was fished out, then put back in on top of the load….so that in the morning, mommy could take me out to the trash truck herself.
Before I knew it, I had fallen asleep. Morning came all too quickly. The janitor had rolled the cart out of the storage shed, and was just opening the lid and taking it off.
Then, he helped me out and onto my feet. He then briskly walked me into the daycare where he left me with mommy…who was standing by the front door. Mommy took my right hand and then she pulled me outside and then we both stood outside, on the lawn to wait for the trash truck to arrive. While we waited, the cleaning ladies, the janitor all brought the trash out to the curb. The cleaning ladies also helped roll the carts out too…waiting behind us. I had NO idea that mommy had been holding Josh in her arms….until she leaned down to my level. “Baby boy, today is trash day. I had NO idea that this day was going to come so quickly when I got you from the landfill that day. I’m sorry, but, you have to go wherever the trash collectors take you….I can’t afford you or Josh any more….and…I had planned to use you at the daycare…to use up some of my diapers that are there…but….I’m just going to throw them all away…each and every unopened package of my own brand of diapers. They were second quality anyhow. Did you get changed for disposal before you were brought to me this morning?” Asked Mommy, inserting her index fingers into both leg elastics to check my diaper for wetness.
NOPE! Oh well! Too late now. It’s 8:29 now. The trash truck should be here in a minute or less.” Stated mommy looking at her watch.
The cleaning lady, Mary, and one of the janitors, comes running out of the daycare.....the cleaning lady, wants to dispose of all of the diapers in a couple of janitorial trash carts.
The Cleaning lady, Mary and one of the janitors, wait with the two janitorial trash carts out by the curb.


Mommy took off my knitted hat and put on some old shoes and socks on my feet.
There are 600 formerly wet cloth diapers, 30 old onesies, 10 old under shirts and 20 cloth training pants in one cart and in the other cart...nothing but loose medium sized adult disposable diapers.
Mommy, had her cleaning ladies, Mary and Guadalupe plus one of the janitors, take out all of the daycare trash while Mommy and I stood at the curb, waiting for the trash truck to arrive. Mommy is holding my developmentally delayed 7 year old brother who is mentally 6 months old. He is wearing one of Mommy’s own brand of diapers, that is really, really thick, puffy and FULL of lots and lots of powder. I am wearing an Vintage Luvs Comfort Waist diapers, with six Dignity Extra Duty Booster pads in it. Now all other stops ahead were also going to have nothing but diapering items for disposal too. The baby blue and white manual side Loader pulls up to the neighborhood daycare, housed in an old converted home.



As Zoe and Sadie pull up to the stop...the truck has nothing but loose, wet, disposable diapers still in the hopper....from a couple of other daycares they had just came from, on the route.
Zoe jumps down to get the first of four cans full of diapers. There is a Mother standing there, holding her 7 year old son wearing nothing but a really puffy, thick disposable diaper with a plastic backing on it, in one hand and her 5 year-old son’s right hand (ME).
My Mommy forgot to change me before she disposed of me in her own nursery trash, on Sunday. I am wearing a really thick, wet, vintage Luvs Comfort Waist disposable diaper as we both wait for the Zoe, the trash lady, to say it’s ok to approach.
“Excuse me ma’am…I have my two sons here…wearing nice, thick bulky disposable diapers. My 5 year-old son’s diapers are a little bit wet…and I can’t afford to care for both of them any more. Can you take them both please?” Asked my mother to Zoe, the trash lady.
“Let me make some room in my truck.” Zoe said as she runs the packer to clear the hopper first.
“What a cute baby! A shame to see him in the trash.” Commented Zoe as she ran the compactor to clear the hopper.
Then Zoe dumps a cart with diapers in the hopper then waits to dump the next cart with more diapers in it before Zoe had taken me by my right hand in her left hand and then brought me to the side of the hopper. Zoe made me stand on the running boards while she helps me into the hopper.


I lay on my back with my head facing the opening of the container getting myself as comfortable as I can.





Then Zoe dumps the other cart with my diapers in it, on top of me. Then Zoe then ran the packer to push me in the truck before taking my developmentally delayed brother from mommy loading him into the hopper before dumping the rest of the garbage and crushing it and him into the truck. Zoe then finishes processing the rest of the stuff at the daycare then gets in the cab and heads to the next stop.
At the NEXT stop.....a house....there is a BUNCH of pre-fold cloth diapers mostly toddler sized...in five cans...and the rest had adult medium cloth diapers....that had NOT been worn yet...and were still folded up.
The NEXT six cans had been over stuffed with nothing but loose adult medium disposable diapers.....and there was a large bag stuffed with disposable diapers and pre-fold cloth diapers that had been wet once but had dried....and a person who was 5’9 wearing the bag around their waist....standing there with a maid in a maid's outfit.....holding onto the diapered boy....as though they were making sure...that the diapered person and the bag were disposed of and the diapered person didn’t escape.
Since the maid was holding the person, Zoe dumped a can of dirty diapers into the hopper. “Throw him in if you want to! If you want to help me dump the cans, I wouldn’t mind! Said Zoe to the Maid.
Zoe just tossed the diapered boy in on top of the dirty diapers,
then emptied cans till the hopper was full then Zoe ran the packer.
Now....once all 11 cans are emptied at that stop.....
the trash truck pulls up to the next stop next door....the 12 plastic Rubbermaid 32 gallon sized cans are all lined up and a neat little row. The cans have a TON of diapers and onesies and stuffed animals in them...a person who is 5’9...a female....wearing nothing but a diaper and a onesie that has been unsnapped.....the man holding her hand.....standing at the curb...waiting for the trash truck to come, steps closer to the truck.
" Could you check her diaper and tell me if she has a thick enough diaper on for disposal? How long do you think that her diaper will stay on her?" Asks the man.
“Not to worry. My truck is full of dirty diapers so if her diaper leaks it isn't a problem and that your diapered girl will be wedged tightly in the truck and it will keep her diaper on.” Said Zoe to the Man standing at the curb with his diapered girl.
"should I load her or should you? Asked the man.
“How do I position her in there? Legs facing the compactor or the other way around?”
“Its ok I will load her.” Zoe then dumps a can of the girl’s toys and dirty diapers then looks at her; “Sorry sweetie but you are garbage now and I am here to take you away with the other garbage but you will get to be packed in with your dollies. Are you ready to get in the truck?” Zoe picked the diapered girl up and set her down on her side in the middle of the hopper, back facing the blade. She then dumps more diapers behind and on top of her. “I need to crush you now honey, but it will be ok. You are going away with the rest of the dirty diaper garbage.” Explained Zoe before she ran the packer pushing the diapered girl into the truck.
"Where do these diapers and my girl get taken too?" Asks the man.
“What happens to each of the diapered subjects once they get where they are going?” Asks the man to Zoe.
“They get taken to the landfill with the rest of the garbage. The diapered boy and girls, the toys and diapers are dumped in the landfill with the rest of the dirty diaper garbage.” Answered Zoe talking to the man.
"Are there any special places that the diapers get dumped into or do the diapers get put into piles or what? Will any of these people get their diapers changed once they get to the dump? Asks the man.
“The diapers are dumped in a Transfer station compactor first, then the diapers and the subjects are sorted, then, some of the subjects and diapers are taken to a special area to compost. Sometimes, the boys and girls are on their own. If a clean diaper can be found, they can change themselves or each other.” Explained Zoe to the man.
“Ok....well, thanks for taking her...we can't afford to diaper her any more...the diapers just cost too much here.” “No problem! Taking away unwanted things is what I do.” Said Zoe as she hopped onto the side of the lodal trash truck. Then, Zoe finishes up and goes to the next stop.
At THIS stop.....it's five sets of parents who have NEW patients to care for and don't have room for the current ones....spring cleaning....so to speak. There is a male...5'9..wearing a special "Disposal” diaper... (a diaper that goes up to his neck or his nipples and is really, really thick and bulky. The diaper sags very low between the adult baby’s legs to provide some extra padding during disposal.)
There is another female wearing pull-ups with six booster pads and six toddler sized cloth diapers inside. There are 14 tall, large trash cans full of their clothing, diapers, and stuffed animals.
The first parent walks up to Zoe and hands her the "boy's" right hand.
The mother of the female, stands closer to the hopper and extends the female's left hand for Zoe to take hold of. A blond boy wearing nothing but four layers of cloth diapers, no plastic pants and nothing else with a binky in his mouth, is in line behind the first boy.
Zoe takes the first boy, he was the first one into the truck.
“Hey, boys and girls, do you want to be together in the truck or do you want any space?” Zoe asks. The parents then ask that Zoe put each of their subjects, in after Zoe loads two cans of diapers.
Then, the janitors start to bring out 10 more cans on wheels...with the tops semi closed because the cans are over filled....with disposable diapers.
“Well if you parents insist, then I will space your subjects and all of their diapers out. Zoe said. The next adult baby, a blond boy, has a wet diaper on...and his mother has to go back inside to take care of the other ones. “Can you to please change my adult baby’s diaper before he is loaded?” The mother of the blond boy asks. “I’m a garbage-woman, not a nanny! This is a garbage truck! Everything is dirty and you can change him if you want, but if you aren’t done before everything is loaded I will leave without your adult baby! Otherwise he goes in the truck wet!”
Zoe tells the mother of the blond boy who was wanting to change their baby’s diaper. “Could you PRETTY please…change his wet diaper before you toss him in your truck?” Asks the mother of the blond boy one more time. “I can’t. He can go in wet, or you can change him before I load him, as long as he’s been changed before the trash is loaded.” Stated Zoe sounding a little irritated. “Fine just toss him in!” Zoe picks the blond diapered boy up and puts him in the truck. Then Zoe dumps cans 5 and 6 before running the compactor. Then, a dark brown haired boy, wearing some really tattered, stained up cloth diapers is up next. His diapers are sagging very low between his legs, his diapers had been used as cleaning rags while they were still on the AB boy.
He was also carrying an arm load of rather wet cloth diapers from his diaper pail.
Zoe, took the wet diapers from the baby boy and then she threw them in the truck’s hopper. Then Zoe picked the AB boy up and put him in the hopper too, before Zoe dumped cans 7 and 8.
The girl in the princess pull-ups is up next. Zoe picks her up “What cans have her toys in them?” Zoe asks the diapered girl before tossing her in the hopper. The Girl points to the cans. Zoe then dumps the girl’s dollies and dirty diapers onto the diapered girl and runs the packer. The janitors then bring out 10 more plastic cans on wheels FULL of diapers and the children's clothing. The truck is getting full so Zoe has to run the packer twice to force the garbage in. Now a AB boy with a really tattered, stained up cloth diaper on that is ripped and torn some between his legs.....is up next. His onesie is unsnapped and he is drinking a bottle full of milk and holding a sock monkey.
There are still quite a few cans to dump. Sadie, deals with the 10 carts of diapers after Zoe clears the hopper. Zoe takes the boy with his bottle and sock monkey and puts him in the hopper. “Hold on to your bottle and sock monkey, tightly while I run the packer, ok baby?” Zoe tells him. Zoe then loads cans 9 and 10. Once the hopper is clear, Zoe loads cans 11-14 by this time the other cans are almost empty and she helps finish off the final cans.
Then Zoe and Sadie go to the next stop two blocks down. It is a diaper factory that makes both cloth diapers, pre-folds, and all-in-ones.....as well as disposable diapers too, that have cloth diapers inserted under the liners. They use ten subjects or subjects per day, but this week, there are only 8 test subjects that are being disposed of along with two cans worth of diapers per subject.
There are 8 cans worth of seconds and thirds of the diapers that weren't first quality,
three cans worth of the quality control diapers, and test diapers used on each of the subjects.
First can has a 18 year old male brown hair. He is wearing a thick disposable diaper with six cloth test cloth diapers inside of his disposable diaper that is taped up to his neck and there are 14 diaper doublers/booster pads inside of his disposable underneath the cloth diapers in front and back. The subject has his hands tied behind his back and he has a binky stuck in his mouth and that is also taped on to keep it in.
The third can has a 16 year old test subject. She has pretty white disposable diapers on with eight booster pads inside of her diaper making her diaper really puffy. Her diaper
has little red hearts on it and she is carrying a cabbage path doll with one of her diapers on it. The fourth can has another diapered girl in it. This girl has two diapers on, the first disposable diaper is a large toddler sized diaper with two booster pads in it. Then a larger sized pull-up is on over that. She also has her hands tied behind her back before she was inserted into the trash can with her diapers.
The Fifth Can has a 19 year old, wearing experimental diapers prototypes, (or should I say…..protodiaps….hehehehe!) He has a onesie on that has some blue, gooey gels all over it and some yellowish colored wet gels all over him. His hair is all wet looking from the SAP testing that was done on him and his diaper.
The Sixth can….and Seventh can, a second to last trash tote, has a19 year old that has been a 6 year test subject, in it, wearing VERY bulky disposable diapers with plastic backing that is printed with Ernie and Bert all over it. He has red hair and is wearing torn up blue sailor suit pants and a VERY dirty sailor top, over his diaper.
Zoe gets out of her truck and runs the packer to clear the hopper. As the hopper clears, Zoe examines the garbage pile. The 18 year old and his diapers are the first into the truck. The truck is almost full. It takes several cycles to crush the 18 year old, his load of diapers as well as the rest of the garbage. While the truck packs the trash, Zoe wheels the can with the 19 year old and her doll next to the truck, but away from the loading area. “Your doll is cute! How cute is that! Your Doll and you have matching diapers!...AWWW!” Zoe then notices a yellow stain on the front of her diaper, and her doll’s diaper. “You match completely! You both are wet.” The baby girl blushes. “I had an accident.” Explains the baby girl.
Zoe loads the diaper prototype baby next. “How well do those new diapers work?” “They need work….” Says the lab adult baby as he goes in the truck.
As the packer crushed the boy, Zoe moves to the girl with the pull up on and her hands tied behind her back.
“Why are you tied up?” Asked Zoe, getting ready to pick the girl’s can up and carry it to the truck. “I’ve been a naughty girl and can't keep my hands out of my diaper.” she says to Zoe. Zoe winks at her and whispers in her ear; “Since you are garbage now, you are allowed to be naughty.” Then Zoe cuts the baby girl’s hands free. The girl thanks Zoe and then crawls into the hopper. Zoe then dumps diapers on the baby girl in the hopper. Zoe sees her stick her hands down her soaking wet pull-up.
Next, Sadie, wheels up the can with the 26 year old. He is crying. “I don’t want to be disposed of! My diaper is wet!” “I know it is no fun to be in the garbage, but I have to take you away!” Sweet Zoe tells the baby boy. Zoe looks over at the 26 year old girl who still needs to be loaded; “Would YOU mind being packed with the boy?” Asks Zoe. The 26 year old diapered girl, gets out of the can, gets into the hopper surrounded by dirty diapers. Zoe puts the boy in the hopper with her and Zoe then hands him, her doll. “Its ok, my dolly and I both have dirty diapers too” Said the boy to the diapered 16 year old girl in the hopper.
The final cans of diapers are dumped in the hopper and she hugs the boy who is holding the doll as the blade pushes them into the truck.
“Its ok little one, we are garbage now…and garbage doesn’t mind being in the garbage truck.” the girl says, as the blade is packing them. “I hate it when the garbage cries!” Sadie says as we get back in the truck.
Both Sadie & Zoe drive the truck to the next stops....across town. It takes half and hour to get to these stops, all residential though.
The first stop in the neighborhood, has only four large plastic bins full of disposable diapers in them. No subjects at first, until....a mother runs out....practically PULLING and dragging her 19 year old who acts like a ten year old, who is wearing a VERY thick, freshly changed disposable diaper with almost half a bottle worth of powder in the diaper, the used wipes stuffed into the waistband of the boy’s diaper. The mother looks PISSED! She runs out to Zoe as they are pulling up. The mother stops, waits for Zoe and Sadie to take one of the cans. The mother waits for the Zoe to dump the full can. Sadie is still in the cab of the loadal, working the packer switch from inside. "Hey...can I leave my adult baby here for you to take while I go back inside and get two grey janitorial trash carts full of this monster's pre-fold cloth diapers, that are still wet, all of his onesies, all of his old torn up slightly holey PJs with the feet in them, and a TON of his plush stuffed dolls that all have diapers on them?” Asked the mother. “The other cart has; the left over unopened packages of diapers that we didn't get a chance to use up yet, more cloth diapers and tons and tons of his unrolled, unwrapped disposable diapers that were slightly wet, but not too wet…..just so that you know.” Explained the baby’s mother to Zoe. The adult baby boy's mother then stops to tie up her boy’s hands... “Can you keep him tied up?” The Mother then drapes six of his cloth diapers over his shoulders and then makes him carry a load so tall, of his unwrapped, open disposable diapers that he had worn in the past two weeks, over to Zoe’s truck, before she ties his hands up, before Zoe takes the boy. Zoe sees the 4 bins and begins emptying them. The boy, who is dragging his feet, starts to fight Zoe and his mother, on the way to the hopper. The boy is trying to keep from being disposed of. He screams, struggles, as his mother ties his arms up. The boy’s mother finishes tying her boy’s hands up behind him to keep him from fighting this.
"Can you keep his hands tied up please miss?" says the mother...again. The boy's mother then comes back after leaving the second over-filled janitorial trash cart piled too high with disposable diapers. The Mother runs back into the garage, then brings out a laundry basket full of freshly cleaned and folded, pre-fold cloth diapers that belong to the boy "Excuse me miss....could you also take these too?” The boy's mother then asks.
Zoe loads the can full of the boy’s dolls, the rest of his leftover diapers as well as his dirty ones. Since she does not need the laundry basket, Zoe tosses the whole thing in the truck.
Zoe dumps the can with the clothes and dolls and crushes them all in the truck,
then dumps the can with the leftover diapers and dirty diapers.
Zoe thanks her for tying up the boy and quickly tosses him in the truck and crushes him so he can no longer escape, then process the rest of the stop. The boy’s Mother, she is apologetic for the trouble the boy caused. “I assure you, its ok. Sometimes garbage tries to escape” Says Zoe to the boy’s mother.
"before you go miss, can you also take this other laundry basket full of his clean cloth diapers and plastic pants too?” asks the mother.
“Sure.” Zoe takes the basket from her and tosses it into the truck. “Do you have any other garbage needs disposed of today?” Asked Zoe to the customer lady.
"Yes...I do. There are three large grey janitorial trash carts in the garage still, that need to be taken out. I didn't have time to strip the other baby girl down to just her diaper before she was tossed into one of the carts. She is still wearing her torn-up, stained, gooey, dirty onesie. Do I need to unbutton the snaps on her onesie first? Do you need to see the condition of her diaper before she is disposed of? “Does she need to be dressed in a certain kind of diaper to be disposed of?” asked the mother as she started walking towards the garage to get the first of three carts. “Nope. Just bring her out. I can take her no matter how she is dressed!” Stated Zoe.
“Ok.” said the mother as she went and brought Zoe, the first of three large grey janitorial trash carts. "Here is the first cart...I'll go get the second one with the girl in it. She has a REALLY thick bulky freshly changed disposable diaper on her.....with ten booster pads in it, and half of a bottle worth of powder too!” Explained the mother as she rolled the cart over to the side of the truck.
"How much do you get for my kids at the landfill miss?” asks the mother going back to get the other cart.
“We get paid a flat fee plus $40 per ton, for our trash regardless of what it is. Explains Zoe. Just then, the dispatcher calls Sadie to tell her that there are two more, larger stops to make before going to the dump.
Zoe yells over to Sadie, to tell the dispatcher; “We might not have room for two stops. Just one! They’ll have to have the other truck dispatched to take the 2nd” Zoe tells Sadie, to tell the dispatcher. “The truck is about full.....but we can try to before the dump.” Says the co-worker to the Dispatcher.
Sadie leans out, “We have to take these two stops.....the dispatcher told us that even if the truck's hopper is full, take the stops!”
“Ok… those kids are gonna get packed tight!”
Sadie laughs. “yeah but garbage can’t complain”
The mother hands Zoe five diapered dolls that belong to the girl. "There...here are all three full carts now.” Then the mother goes over to the second cart and finds the girl...the mother does a spot check on the girl's diaper and then kisses her on her forehead. Zoe, empties the 1st cart while Sadie gets the other two carts.
"little one...it's time for disposal now......I have to let you go. I got you diapered in a NICE Thick comfy diaper for disposal and…I used plenty of powder too. Sorry I can’t keep you…but it’s time for disposal now.” “I made sure that you got a nice, super thick disposable diaper.....baby girl!” Said the mother to the baby girl. After the mother gives the girl a kiss, she puts the 5 diapered dolls in the can.
“Why mommy, I will miss you!” The little diapered girl says to her mother.
“I know sweetie, but I can’t afford to keep you. Here are your dolls.”
Says the mother one last time. Then the mother steps back lets Zoe and her Sadie do their work while watching her baby girl and her diapers being emptied into the hopper of the load-al trash truck. Zoe dumps the 3rd can while the mother was saying her goodbyes.
“Now it is time to dispose of the girl” Said Zoe a little sternly.
“Oh...one more thing….” Exclaimed the mother forgetting something.
“If you want, I will have someone come by and get that?”
The mother runs back inside....grabs a large paper bag and then fills it with all of the left over disposable diapers and remaining cloth diapers from the drier....then runs back out to the side of the truck. “Ok….” Says the mother. Can you two take them now? I'll pay you both $50?” Offers the mother. “Sure.” Says Zoe.
Zoe takes the paper bag of unused diapers and tosses them in the truck then picks up the little girl. Zoe can see she is scared. Zoe tries to distract her.
“What are your dolly’s names?” Zoe says to the diapered girl as she is being tossed into the hopper.
“That one is...Mattie..... this one is Dolly....and that one is.....Rachel. This one gets her diapers changed too much.” Explains the little diapered girl to Zoe. The little girl tells Zoe, each of her doll’s names and holds Zoe’s hand as they both walk to the truck.
The little diapered girl, hands Zoe each doll as she tells Zoe, the names. Zoe, puts each of them in the truck’s hopper.
Zoe picks the girl up. “That one has a cute pink diaper… just like you.” Said Zoe to the baby girl. “Will I get my diaper changed after I go into this big truckie?” asked the baby girl standing on the running board of the load-al.
“No, you will have to stay in that one. At the landfill, someone might change you.” Stated Zoe talking to the baby girl. How long will it be until I get there?
Are you my new mommy?” asked the baby girl.
The Baby girl looks sad as Zoe picks her up. Zoe sees why. Zoe looks at the baby girl; “Did you make a poopy?” Asks Zoe. “Yeah, I got scared and pooped my diaper.” Explained the little girl. “It will be awhile…. No I am just the garbage lady.
“Oh…” Said the baby girl. “Can I have some of my cloth diapers and my disposable diapers to hold please?” asked the baby girl.
Zoe picks the girl up, puts her in the hopper with her dolls and then hands the girl, the bag of diapers.
“Thank you...” said the little girl to Zoe.
The mother pays both Zoe & Sadie the $50 to take the three carts now.
The little girl squirms as she is put in the hopper. “My diaper feels icky!” Says the baby girl to Zoe. “Yeah, the truck is going to make your diaper even messier!” Says Zoe. The baby girl begins to cry. “I don’t usually do this, but lay down….” Zoe takes a clean, pink diaper from her bag, takes off her poopy diaper, and then puts a clean one on. Zoe puts the poopy diaper, in the hopper. “There….little one, I have to crush you now!” Zoe empties the carts then runs the packer.
Then...Zoe hops onto the side of the truck, on the running boards.....
Then Zoe & Sadie drive to the first of the two last stops.

Time For Disposal-Chapter 2-Spring Cleaning-Snippet 1

Time For Disposal-Chapter 2-Spring Cleaning-Snippet 1

Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction, the ages are represented as mental & emotional ages NOT physical ages. Adults who are developmentally delayed, emotionally stunted, or permanently disabled, in physical sense or mental sense, for the purpose of using them as a metaphor for how we actually treat the disabled. (As represented in all parts of this story: “Time for Disposal”-See heading) A few “Characters” are “little people-Midgets.” There IS NO Pedophilia or the likeness of it, involved! Subjects: Disabled, Cultures that reject their Disabled, Diapers, Dirty Diapers, Garbage Collectors, What’s-in-your-trash.)
Foreword: In SOME cultures, like in Samburu, Kenya and in Germany during the Nazi Regime, The Disabled are often Killed, Maimed, left for dead, sold and even starved as well as poisoned. (The Action T4 program)
The tale I am about to tell, is one of a possible future, if things keep going the way they are currently. Society is growing more and more weary of paying for healthcare for those who aren’t productive! Eventually, society might reconsider things like Euthanasia, and forced elective suicide to alleviate the costs of healthcare and maintenance costs for the disabled. In MY tale, a section of the USA and Kenya have decided to allow each of the Disabled Subjects and their Caregivers to chose how and the methods in which to effectively “get rid of” these subjects to both alleviate the costs and to alleviate their suffering. The Republicans have reached a decision in their OWN party to enact a law that allows each disabled “subject” (known as a SUBJECT rather than a person…in this context) to choose the method in which they can be taken away and left to exist at large incontinence product recycling plants and absorbent product processing plants, where these facilities often use these “subjects” for testing, for whatever they need them for.
Disclaimer-2 While based in SOME historical and cultural facts relating to how the disabled have been and still are treated to this day. This story is mere fiction and may or may NOT coincidentally coincide with real events that have occurred in the past, present or will occur in the future.
Characters:
Mommy- Trisha
Oldest sister Tammy Age: 14
Older sister-Jessica-Age:10
Older disabled brother-Josh-Age:7
Adopted Disabled baby Boy-Brian-Anthony-Age: 5 (He can’t talk, can’t walk and he is forced to wear diapers all of the time.)
Daycare-1 staff member-1-Rachel
Daycare-1 staff member-2-Annette
Daycare-1 staff member-3-
Daycare-1 Cleaning lady-Mary
Daycare 2 Cleaning lady-Guadalupe
Daycare-2 Owner-
Trash Lady (Diaper Garbage Collector) 1- Zoe-Written by an actual female garbage collector Via instant Message
Trash Lady (Diaper Garbage Collector) 2- Sadie
The Owners of the Trash Company: “Zoe & Sadie’s Diaper & Baby Disposal Service”-Zoe & Sadie.
There were moments of consciousness where I could see and hear what my mother was saying. She was running beside me with tears in her eyes….I could faintly hear others talking but I could only hear the tones of their voices. A large gasoline tanker had hit our car on the passenger side hard! I had been in the backseat with my older brother.
I had been seated right behind mother and my older brother had been seated behind the passenger seat when the tanker hit the car. My brother had fallen into a very deep coma with burns all over his body while I only had a few cuts, bruises, a bad concussion and a few light burns on my right side. Mother had heavy brain injuries sustained in the accident but she was able to get us two boys out of the car in time before the car exploded! Mother and us two boys had just come back from eating lunch with grandma and were headed home when the accident occurred. Mom’s Buick LeSaber was gone, blown up! The tanker driver didn’t make it, he died of a heart attack while driving the truck and had been dead mere seconds when the truck hit. As the doctors rushed my brother and I into the ER, Mother decided to stay with me, who was in and out of consciousness. I heard my mother tell one of the doctors that I had hit my head pretty hard on the side of the car near where I had been sitting. I then faded back into unconsciousness for a little while before a flash of consciousness came back and a team of nurses, doctors and nurse’s aides were all standing over me or running about getting this or that for the doctors….then I went back to unconsciousness again.
The doctor diagnosed me as being into a deep vegetative state that he wasn’t sure WHEN I was going to come out of or IF I was going to come out of it. The doctor told my mother that IF…I DID come out of the vegetative state, that I may have some severe disabilities.
Mother wasn’t sure WHAT to think. I was only 3 at the time of the accident. The doctor made the decision to move me to the coma ward to keep me until mother decided to either pull the plug or I woke up. For a whole year, mother came to see both of us boys every single day. Then one day, my then 5 year old brother died without regaining consciousness. This made mother really afraid that I was about to do the same. She stopped coming at all.
Meanwhile, inside MY head, what seemed like another life, was going on and I was living it. (Fade into the scene:
After I had been compacted in the Stationary Compactor with all of the diapers, the now full stationary compactor was getting ready to be shut down and made ready for pick-up in two days. After the last load was done, the hopper door was closed and then locked.
The power was shut off and then the other compactor on the right side of the compactor I was in, was powered up and the hopper door was then opened. Everyone who worked to load the compactor I was now in, went to work, filling the other empty compactor up.
While the janitorial staff worked to fill up the other compactor, more and more diapers and a few more subjects were brought down to the disposal area, for disposal. Since the other compactor was running, most of the subjects were put into disposal holding rooms, with large picture windows instead of walls, four rather dirty disposal cribs were inside of the disposal holding room, waiting for some subjects to be put into each one while the subjects waited to be put into the stationary compactor.
The short two days go by, it is now Friday. At around 10:00 am, the roll-back truck arrives to pick up the compactor I am in. The driver parks the truck, gets out, and walks behind the truck to where the winch is, turns the power on to the winch, then grabs the end of the cable to pull it out so that he can attach the cable to the compactor. Then the man gets the packer part of the unit, detached and disconnected from the power before going back to the truck to start the winch. The compactor lurches a bit and starts to roll up onto the truck. About 18 minutes later, the container is now up onto the back of the truck and then the driver puts on what is called: a diaper….over the container’s opening.
The cover that is applied over the opening, is to keep the trash from falling out. A lot of drivers call this thing a diaper because it serves the same function.
Once all of the necessary protocols are done, the driver gets into the tuck and then drives the nearly 20 miles to the diaper landfill. Once there, the driver backs up to the transfer station compactor pit to dump the load of diapering trash and myself, into the transfer pit.
The driver gets out of the truck after positioning the back of the truck over the pit, and then unlatches the container’s door, then walks back to the cab to tip the back so that the packer container could be emptied. All of the tightly packed diapers inside of the container and I, began to slide out of the container, and fall down into the hopper-pit of the transfer station’s compactor. There were already tons and tons of other loose unbagged, unwrapped, clean and dirty disposable diapers, clean and formerly wet cloth diapers and about six other subjects or subjects in the station’s transfer compactor. The compactor was packing the loads of diapers, diapering trash and the six subjects-subjects into the intake of a machine that spaced the trash out before it was dumped onto a sorting conveyor belt. Once on the belt, sorters separate the cloth diapers from the disposable diapers and the subjects-subjects based on what type of diaper each of them is wearing.
Some of the diaper manufacturing companies, had contracts with this landfill to get subjects-subjects, from the landfill, to use as diaper prototype testers, super absorbent polymer (Diaper gel) chemical testers, and laundry soap test-subjects. Some of the poorer families in the area also could come over to the landfill, if they wanted to and could afford to have a baby, could come to the landfill, pick out any of the subjects that were there…for a flat fee. Diaper recycling companies also take some of the subjects and subjects from the landfill…because they get first dibs on any subjects that come to the landfill as per their contracts. The diaper manufacturer companies also have the same dibs on any subjects.
The disposable diaper that I was wearing, went up to my neck….it was very saggy and very bunched up. It now had some small rips and tears in it in various places. Some of the stuffing was sticking out of it as I was forcefully shoved into the opening of the intake….of the machine that was spacing out the diapering trash at the landfill’s transfer station. As I entered the intake, diapers again were being crushed and bunched up by the compactors. The compactor cycles, kept lots of pressure on the loads of diapering trash and all of us subjects-subjects. This was so that the intake rolling pins (much like a clothing wringer on an old fashioned wash-tub) or better known as feeder pins, could pull 50 lbs of diapers and a baby-subject, into them and then pull them through before the diapers and the subjects were dropped out, into a stainless steel chute that eventually dropped the diapering trash onto the sorting conveyor belt. I passed through the feeder pins with tons of diapers being pressed against me and my damaged disposable diaper.
My diaper was a little wet but not completely soaked just yet. Since my diaper was fastened up to my neck, it had a long ways to go before being completely soaked.
Once I was through the feeder pins, I dropped onto the 70 degree angled, stainless steel chute and went sliding down until it flattened out for a few moments until the chute came to an end…dropping the diapers and I onto a slow moving conveyor belt. The belt took the diapers and I around a left-hand curve then into broad daylight. There were 40 sorters standing at 5-foot intervals along each side of the belt. They were busy picking off the cloth diapers and any subjects or subjects, wearing cloth diapers. They were also to check to make sure that no cloth diapers were hidden under disposable diapers that any subjects or subjects were wearing. These subjects that were wearing cloth diapers underneath their disposable diapers, were taken off the belt and then taken to a special holding area until someone could come, inspect the diapers, and then decide where that baby or subject was headed and who’s custody they were to be put into. The diaper companies and the diaper recycling companies all had priority over the subjects and subjects, any of the subjects or subjects that the companies didn’t want, were put up for adoption to the poorer families or sold to whoever wanted to buy them. Any subjects or subjects that weren’t bought, or handed over to diaper companies or recycling companies, were kept there at the landfill and used as demonstration subjects…during compactor demonstrations, wet disposal demos…that is when a subject is flushed down a special toilet that takes subjects and cloth diapers as well as any cloth items.
I was carried over to the subject holding station that was just a bunch of old plastic cubicles that had old fashioned cribs and playpens in most of them and the changing and inspection stations were at each end of each section of cubicles. The cubicles were outside and in the open, in an area between the composting machines that churned the diapers and any subjects around inside, 360 degrees, every two hours. The compost machines, had a foaming chemical that was sprayed into the compost machine at the beginning of each cycle. Once each day, another set of spray nozzles, sprayed Super absorbent deactivator liquids all over everything inside the composting machines so that the gels were deactivated. Once each week, each of the compost machines was then emptied and then the contents were taken to one of the compost sheds and then the subjects and the diapers from each compost machine, were dropped into an eight-foot pit, until the pit was full. Then, a new pit was dug out and more diapers filled that pit. Once that area was completely full, the steel doors were closed, latched and then locked. Another building, 50 feet from that one, was put up…building each one out of cinder block and cement. Down in landfill section A, four-story underground silos or diaper storage buildings were being filled with disposable diapers. There were steel double doors at each story of each silo or storage building. This way, if someone needed access to that building, and the contents, they could get inside and get to the diapers and any subjects or subjects that might be inside.
I was carried over to one of the holding sections and then left inside of an old, dirty crib that had a top on it that locked…so that I couldn’t escape. The crib still had some old formerly wet disposable diapers in it, some old, formerly wet, cloth diapers that had dried and were shoved into one of the corners of the crib. There were also a few old cabbage patch dolls with diapers on that were in fairly bad shape from being compacted so many times. The dolls smelled like dried pee and looked dirty as heck. Dark stains donned their front-sides and backsides. The faces on a few of them, were caved in.
A few minutes later, a red-head lady in a vintage nurse’s uniform came over to the crib I was in and handed me a tall blue baby bottle full of blueberry juice. “Hey there sweetie….I am here to get you something to drink and see if you need your diaper changed. I will come back to check your diaper after you’ve finished that bottle. The landfill has big plans for you. We have custody of you now…..you…are the ward of this landfill.” Explained the red-head woman in the vintage nurse’s uniform. “I have to get you all nice and ready for inspection by the diaper company representatives who are coming by to look at all of the subjects that we got, in the past week. If they don’t take any of you subjects, then we offer you all to the diaper recycling companies. Any of you that they don’t take, we put up for sale to the public. Then, any of you that aren’t bought, we keep here and use you and your diapers, for various demos and for landfill operations as well as mandatory operations, which could be…anything from composting, to staff trainings, to equipment maintenance. Who knows, the owner of this landfill, might take you over to his other business, and keep you there as one of his subjects.” Explained the woman in the vintage nurse’s uniform talking to me. “I’ll be back in 30 minutes to see if you’ve finished your bottle and to check your diaper.” Said the woman before she left.
I laid down inside of the crib, the vinyl of the dirty mattress against my fully diapered body, drinking the tall, 16 ounce blue baby bottle full of blueberry juice. Before I knew it, the woman had returned, to take the bottle from me, and check my diaper and change it if it needed it. “Ok sweetheart….it’s time to check your diaper….I am going to get you all nice and cleaned up for inspection…..there aren’t many clean diapers around right now…most of the clean diapers or the somewhat usable ones, all go to the nursery…to be used on the subjects there. You’ll just need to settle for being in a drier diaper than the one you have on right now.” Said the woman as she unlocked the crib’s top, raised it, then lowered the side. “OK, little one…take my hand and we’ll go to the changing station together.” Said the woman offering her left hand for me to take hold of. Once I took her hand, the woman led me up the row then she turned right and then left which took us to another set of open outdoor cubicles that were all separate changing stations. She walked down the row looking for one that was open and available.
“Here we go…now UP……you go…now…sweetie, lay down…time to change your diaper now. That a boy…..now, my orders are to keep any and all diapers that I take off of you, with you so that who ever inspects you, can see that you wet your diapers like you are supposed to, and so that they can do what THEY want, with the diapers afterwards.” Explained the woman in the vintage nurse’s outfit.
Then the nurse began to unfasten the tapes on my diaper near my neck. Once she had unfastened my diaper, she opened it up and then lifted my butt for a long minute so to pull the whole diaper out from under my shoulder blades. Then she dropped the diaper onto the ground while she grabbed one of the drier disposable diapers from one of the nearby piles of diapers. “Here you go little diapered one…..this ought to make you a little more comfortable than you were.” Said the nurse as she lifted my bottom and slid the diaper under me. Then the nurse put some used but dry old booster pads/diaper doublers into the diaper to make it thicker and more absorbent. Then the nurse pulled the diaper up, and then fastened the tapes. A few of the tapes didn’t want to stick any more so the nurse took out a roll of strong masking tape and then applied the tape over the old tapes to make new tape tabs. Once my diaper was fastened, the nurse pulled me up and made me sit on the changer for a few minutes while she went over to a set of cabinets in one of the changing stalls, to get some wipes. She then brought the wipes over and then began to use the wipes to clean me up some. “There you go sweetie. As clean as I can get you for now, without sending you to the cloth diaper rinsing stations.” Stated the nurse bending down, tucking the pile of used wipes into my old diaper. The nurse then picked my old diaper up, then put the tapes back onto the front to hold the diaper together for a while until something could be done with it. Then the nurse took me by my left hand and then led me back over to where she had took me from. She helped me back into the crib, she tossed my slightly wet diaper into the crib with me, and then she raised the side and then lowered the top and then locked it. “Ok sweetie…..inspection time is in one hour….I will be back in 45 minutes to get you out and take you over to the inspection area. There are several people that are working in this department so…if you need something, cry if you want……ok?” Then the nurse left the area and the staff members that worked there, brought in a Rubbermaid plastic bin full of formerly wet disposable diapers, and a bin full of some formerly wet cloth diapers too. The staff members, all females, were busy making sure that there were enough dry diapers on hand and also busy gathering up any wet diapers that needed to be tossed onto a pile or into one of the many underground diaper storage silos. Once of the staff member women came over to my crib and then turned to ask her boss; “Hey boss, does this subject go out to the composting machines?” Asked the staff member, crouched down and looking at my diaper and I.
Then the woman’s boss yelled back; “no, he stays right here. Look at the tag to see what the orders are, then come back here and help me carry all of these heavy diapers over to diaper storage…ok?” said the boss. Then the staff member walked away and went back to work. A few minutes later, the nurse came back. “Hi there little one…..time to take you to your inspection now…..is your dipee still nice and dry?” asked the nurse talking to me in babyish tone of voice. Then the nurse unlocked and raised the top and then lowered the side of the crib. She reached in and helped me out of the crib. She offered me her left hand and then I reached out to take it. She took my hand and then we both walked out of the area, past the diaper silos, past…the composting area, past the sorting area, past the large building where tons and tons of cloth diapers were currently being flushed, and then the nurse led me over to another area near the front, close to the transfer station, where there were fourteen cribs, about eight of the cribs were occupied. The nurse led me to the first unoccupied crib and then she helped me into it. She then raised the side and then lowered and locked the top. She also had been carrying an old dirty looking diaper bag on her right shoulder that I hadn’t seen. The bag contained the old diaper that she had taken off of me earlier and a few other diapers that had little wet spots in them but still could be used. She slung the diaper bag over the head board post and then she leaned down and looked at me through the bars. “Ok little one, I’ll be back to check on you, if you are still here when I get back, I’ll take you over to the area where we do the baby yard sale. Remember, if no one takes you from there, I’ll simply take you over to the demonstration arena and sign you over to them, ok?” Explained the nurse before she walked away.
About five minutes later, several groups of people came over to where the cribs were. They walked past the cribs stopping to look at each of us, poke their fingers into our diapers and ask a bunch of questions about each of us. Then, a couple of the technicians that worked in this area, came over and began to open all of the cribs up, taking each of us subjects out and making us stand up in front of each crib.
Then, six representatives from different companies, diaper manufacturer, diaper recycling companies, trash companies, and a few other private companies as well.
Each rep, came over to each of us subjects, one at a time, leaned down to poke at our diapers, turn us around, to look us over from the back-side, and then one of the reps pointed at one of the other subjects, a baby girl, wearing a rather thick, slightly wet disposable diaper, that also had pig-tails in her hair. The rep was from one of the big diaper manufacturers. They decided to take her, and one of the boys at the other end of the line. The diaper recycling company rep was having trouble deciding on me, another diapered boy, and one of the girls. The rep picked one of the girls, then came back over to me, inserted his index and middle fingers on both hands into the side leg-hole elastic in my disposable diaper. He started to talk to the others in his group….and then he stood back up, and then walked over to the other boy he was considering getting. He did the same thing to the other boy’s diaper that he had done to mine…only he picked that boy over me. Once they had taken their subjects, they left. The only two reps left, came over to me, both started to turn me around, stick their fingers into my leg holes and into the waist of my diaper to check my diaper’s condition and to see if I’d work for what they needed me for. There were only four of us left now, and the reps may or may not take all four of us. The reps both did their diaper poking to the other four before they began to haggle over the cost of the subjects for their conditions. The diaper recycling rep took a baby girl at first and then he left. The private company rep picked the other boy and then left. I was the only one left, so the technician put me back into my crib, raised the side, lowered the top and then walked away. A few minutes later, the nurse came back to get me. She unlocked, then raised the top, lowered the side and then took me out. She took my right hand with her left hand and then we both walked over to the baby yard sale arena. 10 minutes later, we both arrived, the nurse walked me over to one of the arena staff ladies, who were dressed in really skimpy uniforms. The very young lady took me and then brought me over to one of the enclosed holding areas where she was going to put me until it was time to be shown off. She used a key to open the metal door and then she opened the door. She used her other hand to forcefully guide me into the enclosed room that had a BIG pile of old formerly wet disposable diapers in one corner and a 3-foot high pile of old dingy looking, formerly wet cloth diapers in another. The floor was smooth cement and the lady quickly shoved me in and then quickly shut the door behind me. The door locked automatically. The room had one not too bright light that came on after the door had shut. I toddled over to the disposable diaper pile to sit down. My thick, bulky disposable diaper scrunched up under my own weight as I sat down. In about 20 minutes, the grand stands had filled and the announcer began the sale. Each baby that was up for sale, was taken out of the room, paraded in front of the crowd first, and then each baby was put onto one of the mobile diaper changers so that the crowd could see the inside of the baby’s diaper. Once the diaper was off, the baby was again paraded in front of the crowd, so that they could see the back-sides and the front-sides before each baby was put right back into the diaper that they had come with, wet or not.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

the Orphanage-Version 1a




The Orphanage




On a sunny afternoon, mommy pulled me aside and told me that she could no longer
Take care of me and that I was going to be taken to one of the orphanages in town.
Mommy then took me inside, to my bedroom to have my wet diaper changed and to get me all cleaned up and ready to go to the orphanage. I was quickly brought into my room, helped up onto the changing table then as I laid on the changing table, mommy unfastened the tapes of my almost soaking wet disposable diaper.
Once she had my diaper opened, she pulled it down, tucked the front down some and then she began to pull the diaper out from underneath me. Then, without rolling the diaper up, she tossed it right into the 32 gallon Rubbermaid trash can that was being used for the diaper pail. Then, Mommy opened the wipes container and then took out quite a few wipes, using each and every one to clean me up with, wiping me all over my entire body.
Then, she tossed the used wipes into the diaper pail before she reached up to the diaper stacker that was hanging on a nail just over the changing table and took one of my thick, bulky disposable diapers out and began to prepare it to put on me. Before she put it on me, she took out six rather thick booster pads and then started to peel the protective adhesive papers from each one as she placed each one into my diaper. Once all six were in place, mommy shook a lot of baby powder into the diaper before she lifted my bottom up and then slowly sliding the diaper underneath me. Then, she pulled the front of the diaper up and began to gently smooth the wings over each of my hips. Then, She began to fasten the two tapes on each side of my diaper making sure that they were nice and fastened snuggly. Then, Mommy inserted her two index fingers into my leg elastics and ran her fingers along the whole length of the elastics to make sure they were facing outward and were nice and snug. Then she helped me up and off the changing table before she took me over to my clothes dresser where she took out a white onesie, a t-shirt and then she closed the drawer and then opened another drawer and took out a pair of denim shorts then she closed that drawer and then opened one of the top two drawers and took out a pair of socks. Then she went and sat down in the arm chair so that she could put all of my clothes on me.
Mommy pulled me closer to her then she took the onesie and then opened it up and then put my head through the neck hole and then helped me put my arms into the arms of the onesie. Then she worked the rest of the onesie down before she fastened the snaps. Then she took my shirt and then she did the same thing that she had done with the onesie, with my shirt without the snaps. Then Mommy helped me step into my shorts before she pulled them up and fastened the button and zipped up my zipper. Then, Mommy pulled me into her lap and put on my socks and then she reached down and put each of my slip-on shoes on. Then she stood up and then called for my older sister and my older brother  to come in and gather up all of my clothes, left-over packs of my diapers, and any cloth diapers, clean and or dirty, as well as any of my plastic pants, and put them into my suitcases and trash bags.
Mommy-Diane: (Yelling down the stairs to my older brother and older sister) Can you two come up here???? (The sound of my sister and brother running up the stairs and coming into the room) Can you two pack up all of your little brother’s things please? Put all of his clothes into the big suitcase and all of his clean cloth diapers and plastic pants into the other suitcase and then put all of the 30 packs of disposable diapers and all of the left-over loose clean disposable diapers into the trash bags then I will need you to take them down to the car and put everything in. I will come and check everything to make sure it’s all in here before you take it all downstairs. Said mommy.
A half hour later, mommy went upstairs then came down carrying two suitcases full of my clothes and my clean cloth diapers and plastic pants and my older sister and my older brother came down carrying two bags of my unused disposable diapers.
Mommy-Diane: (To my older sister and older brother) Go ahead and put those into the car, the trunk is already open, then come back and put the two suitcases into the trunk then close the trunk and get into the backseat.

Then my sister and brother did as they were instructed to do and then my brother came back to get the suitcases and he put them into the trunk then closed the trunk then got into the backseat where he put on his seatbelt. Then Mommy came downstairs, carrying my diaper bag that was also full of lots of clean disposable diapers and booster pads as well as 12 of my clean and folded cloth diapers that she planned on using inside of my disposable diapers at a later point but never got to use them. Mommy guided me outside to the front porch, through te front door so that she could lock the front door, then she took me by my right hand and then guided me over to the passenger side of our car.
Mommy opened the door for me, then helped me into the seat then she buckled my seatbelt for me then she tossed my diaper bag down into the floorboard in front of me before she closed the door. Then mommy walked around to the driver’s door, she opened it and then she got in and closed the door. She put the keys into the ignition and started the car, put it into reverse and backed out of our driveway and into the street.
It was a long drive out to the orphanage, the orphanage was way out on the outer edge of town, and there was no one even close to the place for at least five miles in any direction around the place. The city soon transformed from a noisy metropolis to a desolate and eerily quiet seclusion as we finally drove down the long dirt road that led to the two-story old and run-down orphanage up on top of the hill. After five minutes of driving down the dirt road mommy drove across the cattle guard that also had a large old faded sign that read: “Welcome to Destiny Orphanage.” Mommy drove up to the 2-foot high red painted cement wall that had a small flight of stairs going upwards, and parked as close to the stairs as possible. Then she turned the car off and then opened the door and got out, pushing the seat lever so that my older sister and brother could get out and get my things from the trunk and carry them into the orphanage, while mommy came around and opened the passenger side door and then unbuckled my seatbelt and then helped me out of my seat and onto the ground. My thick, fat diapered butt rustled with every step underneath my light denim shorts. My butt looked SO big and puffy that the back of my butt swayed back and forth in a rather unusual way.
As my brother and sister brought the suitcase and trash bags full of my diapers and clothing, mommy brought my diaper bag and I up the stairs and down the short walkway that led into the front of the orphanage. Mommy-Diane opened the front door and then made me wait beside her while she held the door open for my older sister and brother who carried my suitcases and two heavy trash bags into the lobby of the orphanage. Then mommy put her left hand onto my shoulder so that she could guide me through the doorway as she followed me through and into the front lobby before she guided me over to a set of connected chairs. Mommy made me sit down in the second one from the end to the right of her as she sat down in the end chair to wait for whomever it was that was going to greet them and get me checked in.
While we waited, Mommy reached down to me then made me stand up and then she brought me between her legs so that she could do a last diaper check on me before I was to be left there. Mommy dropped my shorts to my ankles then she lifted my shirt so that she could fasten the buttons in the crotch of my onesie before she raised it up a little bit so that she could insert her index finger into my left front leg elastics to feel the inner liner for signs of wetness. Then she turned me around and then pulled the back waist of my diaper back just enough that she could peer down inside to see if my diaper was still clean, which it was. Then she lowered the tails of my onesie and then refastened the snaps and then lowered my shirt down and then pulled my shorts back up before making me sit down again.

Both Megan and Toby (Toby is the director and Megan is the co-director) walk in
Toby: Hello, so you’re our new little boy
Toby: and this is Megan ... she will help you up onto the counter
Mommy-Diane: Yes, he is.....I am Diane, Jake's mother....Nice to meet you.
I can't take care of my youngest, I already have two other kids, meet my second oldest daughter, Abbey and my oldest son, Tom.  I am leaving my youngest here today.....
Toby: Well that’s sad to hear, but that is what we are here for?
Mommy-Diane: I am here to drop my son Jake off. I brought all of his five dozen cloth diapers and ten printed plastic pants and all of his clothing….and they are in the two large suitcases. The two trash bags have his left-over 30 packs of his disposable diapers and any remaining loose disposable diapers that were in his nursery.
Toby: now Diane, you know that once you leave little Jake here, it's for life .. he can't go back? This is a very serious and profound decision, we want to make sure you're not going to come back next week changing your mind.
Mommy-Diane: I am certain about my choice here....I can't financially afford him.....don't get paid enough to feed and diaper him....
Toby: I understand…Now ... his health ....I see quite a few of diapers here ... he's still wetting is he?
Mommy-Diane: Well, he is 20 pounds underweight, and can't keep weight on him....and he wears thick disposable diapers or four layers of cloth diapers because he is a VERY heavy wetter.
Toby: Oh dear! He's going to make a lot of work for Megan!
Mommy-Diane: He talks a little bit but if you upset him...get starts to talk more and more as he gets more stressed out.
Toby: In the last 24 hours, how many times have you changed him?
Mommy-Diane: I have changed him over 6 times. I also use these thick booster pads in his diapers to keep his diapers from leaking.
Toby: I can see why!
Mommy-Diane: Some days, I even have to use a couple of layers of cloth diapers first before I put him into his disposable diapers
Toby lifts little Jake up and puts him on the counter.
Jake looks into the man's eyes....then he looks down at his mother.
Mommy-Diane: Do I need to sign any custody papers or anything?
Toby: Yes ... (hands Diane the clipboard with the documents over) If you could initial each page, and then sign at the bottom
Mommy-Diane takes the clipboard and starts looking them over.
Mommy: Sure... (Said Mommy-Diane taking out a pen from her purse.)
OH...I also have his diaper bag here around my right shoulder....don't let me forget to give it to you.
Toby: Hello little boy, now as you’re new here, we write your name on your diaper.
Mommy Diane initials and then signs the documents.
Toby takes the heavy and well filled trash bag.
Jake stays sitting on the counter, watching what is done with all of his things.
Mommy puts the clipboard up onto the counter and then puts the diaper bag down next to the clipboard.
Toby: (Taking the clipboard back.) Well thank you and good luck with the rest of your family.
Mommy-Diane: Thank you...I think things will be better for a while. I will come back and bring either of my kids here if I need to in the near future....Come Tom and Abbey, time to go home.
Abbey: You mean....you are just going to leave Jake here???
Mommy-Diane: (to Abbey) Yes....I am...and you won't see him again i don't think.
Then the door closes and they all walk out to their car, get in and drive away.
Jake: (To the man writing his name on his diapers) Hey mister....what is this place???
Megan: This is an orphanage ... do you know what that is ?
Jake: NO....what is that???
Toby: sometimes mommies and daddies can't always manage a huge family, so ... the littlest ones come here ... and we try and find them a new mommy and daddy
Jake: Oh...is Mommy coming back????
Toby: now ... let’s put your name on your diaper shall we?
Jake: Will I ever see my mommy again?
Toby: (gets a big sharpie pen out.) Mommy’s gone ... but we'll find you a new one
Jake: Why?? Why do you put my name on my diaper???
Toby: It's because we have lots of little boys here, and we don't want to get you confused now... let’s put the date on too.
Toby: Do you know what a date is?
Jake: Date? what is that???
Toby: The date is to tell us when you came in. We can't keep little boys too long, or we'd be over flowing. Now ... have you wet yet? (Toby pushes a finger down under Jake’s waistband)
Jake: OOOOH...what are you doing??? That feels funny!
Jake: So if you don't find me a mommy in time, what do you do with us???
Toby: I'm seeing if your pee-pee is wet or not. Your mommy says you wet all the time!
Jake: I can't feel when I wet....or not....
Toby: it'll be ok .. you don't need to worry, we'll make sure you’re fine now.
Jake: I am???
Toby: you seem dry enough ...
Jake: How long will I be here?
Toby: Go and take Megan's hand. She will take you through for some food ... did you have breakfast today?
Jake: Mommy didn't have time to make breakfast.... so we didn't eat.
Toby: Awww ... can't have that can we?
Toby: Does that happen a lot?
Jake: NO...My sister and brother go to school and they always eat before they catch the bus. I get a bottle of whole milk that mommy gets for free at the food bank, for me,
and I get whatever the food bank place gives us. I only know it because mommy told me what that place was called.
Toby: You see? This, is why mommy has left you here!
Toby: Well, never mind ... go walk through with Megan, and she'll give you a nice big meal that will make little Jake a nice big strong boy.
Megan: Hello, (looks down at the big stuffed diaper ... Jake)
Megan takes me off of the counter and puts me down onto my feet. She then takes my left hand and then leads me out of the front lobby, down a hallway and then into a large dining hall.
Megan: I'm Megan ...can you say Megan?
Jake: Me...gan....Miss? What is that man going to do with my clothes that he took off of me???
Jake: Is tat your name???
Megan: close enough ... (gives you a little hug) ...now ... I bet you'd like some milk and food, but 1st we have to weigh you.
Jake: Why??? miss Me...gan
Megan: well .. if you've been missing meals, your probably underweight, and thats not healthy ... I can see your ribs, so ...
Megan: lets find out
Megan: now ...
Megan lifts Jake up….in front there is a little set of scales, with a big stainless steel weighing bowl.
Jake: Jake: Miss Me...gan? Miss? what is that man going to do with my clothes that he took off of me???
Megan: Those? well we have to inspect them, and then boil wash anything that’s not properly clean.
Megan: can't have you bringing in anything nasty to the other children can we
Jake: Where am I going to sleep?
Megan: You'll have your own crib
Megan: Your diapers? ... well ... we share those with all the orphans
Jake: I get my own crib?
Megan: yes Jake
Jake: Jake: but...those diapers were for me....
Megan: now ... let’s get you weighed shall we
Jake: Jake lets Megan weigh him
Megan lays Jake down into the big weighing bowl on top of a nice thick and puffy clean white towel. The machine bleeps and a little printer pushes out a receipt.
Megan: now ... we need another without the diaper on don't we?
Megan: (undoes the front of Jake’s diaper, and pulls it out from underneath.) Try not to pee now
Jake: Ok Miss I won't
Megan: Good boy! Just stop wiggling now and we'll be done.
The Scale goes: *beep*
One of the maids comes in to tell Megan something about two other boys.
Maid: Megan? um sorry to disturb you, but the janitors are asking if it is ok to take the two boys out
Megan: Oh ... now I have to go and sort out 2 very naughty boys ... you stay right….there.
Maid: do you want the janitors to take all of their clean cloth and disposable diapers too,
or should we leave them for the remaining boys in the nursery?
Megan: *ponders*
Megan: No, I think Jake’s new donation means we're overstocked now. Tell the Janitor to put all those diapers out with the boys.
Maid: so...it's ok to dispose of the cloth diapers and the disposable diapers with the boys? Oh....are the two boys going to get changed first or can we take them wearing what they have on? One has a clean dry thick bulky diaper on and the other has a semi wet diaper on.
Megan: *looks at watch*
Megan: The Trash men, they'll be here any moment, no they can be put out as they are ...
Maid: ok, Off they go!
Megan: Make sure they don't leave a mess behind like last time too.
Maid: Oh...certainly no problem
The maid leaves. Megan comes back over to tend to Jake.
Megan looks down into the weighing bowl…gasps!
Megan: How could you!!! You naughty boy!!! Look at this mess!!!
Jake: I told you I can't tell if I am going to wet or not
Megan lifts Jake up out of the now rather wet weighing bowl.
Megan then picks Jake’s diaper up and empties the liquid into the diaper, and then somewhat angrily puts it back on.
Megan: Well, you will just have to learn!
Jake: Megan...why are you putting my diaper back on if it's wet??? It's COOOOOLD!!!
Megan: Good!!! You’re more than old enough to be able to hold your pee for more than 5 minutes. (Megan smacks Jake on his diapered butt.)
Megan: I bet your mother panders to your every last whim doesn't she? well we don't here ....
Jake: But...I am told that I was born so that I can't help it
The sounds of the janitors hauling the two boys out to the trash cans is heard as they come down the hall. The boys are screaming and resisting as they struggle to get free and escape.
Jake: Miss Me...gan? Why are those guys in the brown suits doing that to those boys? Why are they screaming? Why are they tearing those boy's clothes up as those boy's struggle? That looks like a large trash bag....that those ladies are dragging out after those boys!
Megan: That’s what happens to naughty boys little Jake!!!
Jake: Where are they taking them???? What is “disposed of”  mean and why don't those boys want to be...disposed of????
Megan: They go out to the trash men ... and that’s all their diapers and clothes going out with them! We don't want them anymore, so ... the trash truck will solve this "little" problem.
“Disposed of” means….thrown away.
Jake: How long have they been here?
Megan: One week
so .. you'd better start to learn not to pee like that all the time or the same will happen to you
Megan: and you don't want that do you??
Jake: NO!!!
Jake: But I can't HELP it!!! I can't stop! I don't have control!!!! So is that going to happen to me then?
Megan: don't be scared, it might be fine
Then one of the Janitors comes in and finds Megan then opens the door a crack and asks:
Janitor: Megan? Would you like to watch them being disposed of so that you can verify their disposal or should I just mark them off the inventory list?
We are just about to load the two boys one at a time.
Megan: Well we have a very naught boy here ... you take him out to see what happens, I'll go mark them off the feeding time list.
Megan Hands Jake over to the janitor
Jake: NO! PLEASE!!! Don't dispose of me!! PLEASE!!!  I just got here!!!
The janitor comes in and picks Jake up and takes him out of the room holding both of his arms as he struggles.
Jake: NO! STOP!!! I don't WANT...to go out there!!! What are you DOING!!!!
Jake: Please!! Don't take me!!! What is that loud machine doing!!! STOP! It scares me!!!
The trash truck pulls up to the set of 6 96 gallon trash cans with 4 32 gallon aluminum trash cans that all contain cloth diapers, cloth and disposable diapers and training pants as well as lots and lots of onesies, footed sleepers, shorts, socks and holey, ripped, torn up shirts that were still wearable before they were tossed into the trash can. The diaper collection truck starts to empty the first of the 96 gallon cans into the hopper. Then it puts the first now empty can down and then they take the second one and then tip it and empty it.
The third can has a thickly diapered girl wearing only her diaper, zip-tied to the handles and she is crouched behind the can still trying to get her hands free so that she can try to escape the trash men. The trash man comes over to the can, sees the girl tied to the handles, takes his knife out and cuts her free while holding onto her arms. The trash man then forces the girl over to the side of the truck and then he picks her up and tosses her into the hopper on top of the two 96 gallon cans worth of diapers. Then he starts the compactor then goes and takes the fourth can and then dumps it in as the compactor is just in the middle of its cycle. The diapers spill out on top of the packer blade and a few even fall out and on to the curb.
The trash man then takes can 5 and then dumps it in as well as the packer cycle is just about fully retracted. The diapers fall into the hopper and then the man puts the empty can down and takes the last large can and dumps it. Then the other trash man takes the first of four 32 gallon trash cans and then dumps it in and then hits the compactor button. The compactor cycles and crushes all of the diapers into the back of the truck then the second man takes another can while the first trash man takes the third can and then they both dump their cans into the hopper after each one is done. Then the last can is picked up and quickly dumped in and then the empty can goes back down and then the two men walk over to where the other set of trash cans is.....and they wait for the driver of the trash truck to pull up to the cans before they start getting the first can ready to empty.

The trash man then takes can 5 and then dumps it in as well as the packer cycle is just about fully retracted. The diapers fall into the hopper and then the man puts the empty can down and takes the last large can and dumps it. Then the other trash man takes the first of four 32 gallon trash cans and then dumps it in and then hits the compactor button. The compactor cycles and crushes all of the diapers into the back of the truck then the second man takes another can while the first trash man takes the third can and then they both dump their cans into the hopper after each one is done. Then the last can is picked up and quickly dumped in and then the empty can goes back down and then the two men walk over to where the other set of trash cans is.....and they wait for the driver of the trash truck to pull up to the cans before they start getting the first can ready to empty. The trash truck pulls forward and the first trash man gets one of the overly stuffed 96 gallon trash cans ready to empty. The truck stops and then the man hooks the can up to the tote flipper and dumps it. One of the maids and two of the janitors are standing about 2 feet from the side of the truck with each of the boys. The trash man takes the first boy who is struggling to get free and lifts them up and tosses them into the hopper. Then the other trash man dumps in one of the 32 gallon trash cans full of wet cloth diapers, then they start the compactor. As the packer is cycling, the first trash man dumps another overly stuffed 96 gallon trash can into the hopper on top of the blade. Meanwhile, standing about 5 feet away, with Megan: holding Jake, Megan: tells jake what is going on.....Megan hold Jake’s hand tightly.
Megan: Now little boy .... you see over there
Jake: Jake: yes Me...gan
Megan: That big truck over there ... that’s the garbage truck ... that’s where all the poopy and wet diapers go.
Megan: you see that big man there? he's the garbage guy
Megan: his job is to take everything in those big tote's and put them inside the garbage truck
Megan: he doesn't care what’s in there, and he never even has to touch it ,... it's just tipped in ... then when it's nice and full
Jake: Jake: Why are they putting all of those packs of diapers? Aren't they still clean???
Jake: Do they care what the boys are wearing???
Jake: Are you going to do that to me????
Megan: we get too many sometimes, so ... we throw 'em out ... can't have too many around or we'd run out of space ... we don't care, we get dumb shit parents like your's giving us more all the time
Megan: maybe ... depends if new mommies like you or not
Jake: When do the new mommies come to look at us?
Jake: Do you dress us up when they come?
Megan: tomorrow
Megan: we make sure you got a nice clean diaper on, and in your best looking onesies
Jake: ok.....
Jake: So, what did those two boys do???
Jake: why are THEY being thrown away???
Megan: no mommies liked them, so ... off they go to the trash heap ... thats what happens to old trash
Megan: and little boys that mommies don't like ... their trash
Megan: just like all those diapies
Jake: LOOK! Their diapers are bunching up!!! All of those packs of diapers are pressing up against the backs of their diapers!!!! Why are they crying?
Megan: ahh that’s the compactor working
Megan: ya see you can't fit that many in a truck, even that big, so it's got a big cruncher inside it, which squashes everything down, really small
Jake: Why is that little girl in pigtails being brought out here???? Why are they ripping her clothes??? That man just RIPPED that POOR girl's onesies off of her..now her onesie is torn!!! That diaper she is wearing looks VERY thick!!!
Megan: no one wanted her too
Jake: DANG!!!! They just tossed her into the truck and BIG puff of smoke came from her! Why is that girl's diaper smoking?
Megan: oh she's dirty trash now .. no point messing around, they can toss her away, no one cares about those clothes anymore
Megan: heheh ... must have just squashed her diapie ... bet they put a ton of powder in here ... look it blew up just like a big balloon ahahah
Jake: They don't care about the babies? Do they check the diapers before ehy get thrown away?
Megan: care? no we get waaaay to many through to care ... why do you think we write ya name on your diapie? we can't remember you all
Jake: That is SO MEAN!!!
Jake: Please don't let this happen to me!!!
Jake: I don't WANT that to happen to ME!!!!
Megan: better look good for the mommies
Jake: How does that work? Do you throw them into a diaper pail inside their nursery or are tehy taken out to the trash after their diaper is checked or do you even check their diapers at all before they get thrown away?
Jake: After the Mommies come and go, do you throw away any of the babies that they don't want????
Jake: right away or do you wait a little bit?
Megan: yeah ... more than a couple visits and if they've not gone, we just drop 'em in, along with their belongings
Megan: no one wants 2nd hand baby stuff do they?
Jake: The trash men throw in a stack of large black trash bags full of wet disposable diapers and clean cloth diapers and once the pile is in the truck the truck drives awy to teh next stop.
Jake: Jake: I don't know Miss Me...gan
Megan: it's up to ... uncle Toby who stays and who gets thrown
Jake: Megan: takes Jake back into the orphanage
Jake: What is going to happen to me now?
Megan: lets get a meal in you, and see if you can stop pissing your diaper every 5 mins
Jake: NO...I can't stop that...I told you, I can't help it....
Jake: I was born this way
Megan: I don't care!!!!
Megan: if you’re a handful you’re going ... so ... better be good!
Megan walks you back to the dining room and puts you in to big baby chair and straps you in*
Jake: This highchair is kinda dirty!
Megan: yeah ... we don't have time to clean up too much, just sit in it, your diapers dirty anyway ...
Megan: now ... can you feed yourself, or do I need to spoon you?
Jake: No, I don't know how...
Jake: What are you going to give me???
Megan: ok ... let’s start you off on a nice big bowl of cheerios.
Megan puts a baby bib on Jake.
Jake: What is this??? I have never had one of these on me before....
Megan: No? Wow your mom must have been poor, it catches all the food you miss and drop
Megan: now ... open wide
Jake: ahhhhhhhhhhh
Megan spoons up a nice big spoonful, and pushes it in Jake’s Mouth.
Jake: Grrroooom!
Jake: (Sounds of crunching and chewing is heard)
Jake: Jake swallows...
Megan: ok .... a couple more, then we can burp you
Jake: ARRRRRRROOOOM: Jake swallows
Megan: good boy .. see we're getting most of it in
Megan: a couple more ...
Jake: ARRRRRROOOOOM Chomp, chomp, chomp....
Jake: Jake swallows
Megan: good ... hope you liked that?
Jake: ARRRROOOM Chomp, Chomp, Chomp, Chomp....
Jake: Jake Swallows
Megan: now ... (lifts Jake up and out the chair)
Megan: (pats Jake on the back gently) Are you going to make a nice big Belch for me?
Jake: BUUUUUUUUURP!
Megan:  Now ... let’s get you changed then time for your nap.
Megan: We've got mommies coming around later and we don't want you all sleepy do we?
Jake wets his diaper more.....and a little bit trickles out of the right leg elastics and onto Megan's Blouse.
Megan: Uuurgh couldn't you have waited 2 more minutes?????
Jake: No Miss Me...gan
Jake: I can't help it!
Megan puts Jake down on the changing table.
Jake: What kind of diapers do you use on us babies???
Jake: Cloth? Disposable? or both?
Megan: So, for you disposable!
Megan: Well, you seem to be  real hefty wetter, so I think we'll double diaper you! Don't want you leaking out into your crib do we?
Jake: Where are those thick things that my mommy puts into my diaper that make if feel so much thicker?
Jake: She told me she was leaving all of them here with me....
Megan: Yeah .. they're here
Megan undoes the front of Jake’s diaper.
Megan: We put in little newborn baby diapers sometimes to help with absorbency.
Jake: New born baby diapers? Disposable diapers?
Megan: Yeah ... all disposables, then a nice big cloth one over the top
Megan: keep it from all falling off
Jake reaches out to the counter right next to the changer that has a stack of cloth pre-folds that are folded up and grabs one. It unfolds and Jake starts to play with it.
Megan: heheh. You like playing with them don't you?
Jake: No, I don't like playing with them...I am just used to playing with something while I am being changed.
Jake: Why are they so....thick and heavy???
Jake: Jake reaches out and grabs one of the plastic pants....
Megan: Now put that down, it's not for you!!!!


Jake: Why are you putting the cloth diaper on the outside? Mommy always puts the cloth ones inside my disposables...
Jake: I am 6 years old...see? THAT many....
Megan: Awww clever boy .. you can count a bit, now ... if only you could hold your pee pee  bit better
Jake: What are these for???
Megan: Those stop you making a mess on the floor, if your diapie leaks
Jake: Oh....ok
Megan reaches for the cloth wipes and wipes all around.
Jake: How come I saw the trash men dumping two cans worth of the plastic pants and cloth diapers into their truck with those poor boys and girls???
Megan: now ... can you lift your bum up a bit?
Jake: are they disposable?
Jake tries to lift up
Megan: yeah ... it's all disposable ... we wash the cloth ones a few times, but we don't keep them forever!!! Just like little boys .. they get worn and get holes ... then we rip some of them up into rags like this one for wipes, but most we just throw out into the trash!
Jake: The cloth diapers??? how about the plastic pants?? Why did the trash man take two trash cans full of them and dump them into his truck? Are the plastic pants disposable?
Jake: Does that big trash truck come every day?
Megan: yup all of it ... and yes every day, all these kids make for a lot of trash Jake. We have a special service from them, to take and dispose of any boys or girls who don't get placed. You belong to the orphanage now!
Megan slides new diaper underneath little boy's butt, and drops in a couple baby diapers as soakers.
Megan pulls up the front of the diaper, and pulls the bulging tabs nice and tight to get the diaper to fit.
Jake: Where are you going to put me now?
Megan runs a finger down and around Jake’s leg elastics.
Megan: hmm ... not a very good fit ... let’s put another one on top, just to be sure!
Megan goes to the shelf and selects a 8-10 year old diaper, and puts it under. Then Megan fastens the tabs and feels again.
Jake: why two disposable diapers? I have never had to wear two diapers before???
Megan: Well whatever your mom was doing before, it wasn't enough was it? look at my blouse! Got to make little boys leak proof!!!!
Megan grabs up the old one, along with all the soakers and drops them into the huge floor standing pail.
Megan: Now ... let’s get a nice big cloth one and put it on top.  Mommies like cloth diapered kids more ... makes them look adorable.
Megan gets a nice clean and fluffy diaper with a little embroidered bear on it out and slides it underneath, then she pulls it up around the front, and does up the sides with little snappies.
Jake: Then one of the nursery techs opens the door a crack and says:
Nursery Tech: (To Megan) Megan? One of the girls has taken ill...she has a fever and  is unconscious....she keeps wetting her diaper badly too. Do you want me to dispose of her and her diapers and clothing or do you want me to wait for you so you can look at her first?
Jake: Jake: I can't put my legs together!!! Now I can't walk!!!
Megan: No, but you don't need to walk, it's time for you to sleep Jake.
Megan: (Megan turns around) Um ... is it #553 again?
Nursery Tech: yes....she was put down into her crib and then she won't wake up again....she has leaked onto her crib sheets and blankets too.
Megan: right ... yes put her for disposal then ... and make sure all her diapers, clothing and personal effects are too, we don't want her spreading infection.
Nursery Tech: Ok...do you want me to bag her up in a trash bag? Oh, By the way, Which Crib are you planning to put the new one into? Crib  #552 is empty and so is crib #554. Those two also have locking tops and they are the metal cribs.
Megan: #554. Yeah bag her and be quick about it!
Megan picks up Jake and follows the tech out.
Nursery Tech: GOOD...I will move all of the dried up old disposable diapers into the crib's corner for ya....to go prepare crib #554.
Jake: I don't WANNA go to sleep!!! Do I have to??? I wanna play!!!
Jake: I wanna go outside and play on the playground I saw outside!!!
Megan: tough
Jake: WAAAAAAAAAAAA! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Megan: scream and holler as much as you like it won't get you anywhere!!!!!
Jake: I wanna PLAYYYYYYYY AH WAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Jake: WAAAAAAA!!!!!
The Nursery Tech unlocks Crib #554’s locking top then she raises the top for Megan so that she can put Jake down inside.
Megan: Got it unlocked? Yes…good! Thanks.
Megan dumps little jake into the crib then locks the top.
Jake tries to sit up but finds that he can't due to the fact that he can't even make his legs work because his diapers are so thick!
Jake: UH! Falls back onto his back
Jake: WAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Jake: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Jake: WAAAAAAAAAAA! Ah, Ah, AH...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Jake: Then Jake turns over and starts to fall asleep.
Jake: Waa! Waa!

It was merely two hours later when Jake was awakened, taken out of his crib and carried over to the room’s diaper changing table over by the eastern wall of the big room.
The nursery tech looked at Jakes super puffy diaper and then refused to even attempt at changing it.
Nursery tech: (To Jake in a babyish tone) I’m sorry little Jakey poo…I am not going to change your diaper…but, I am going to remove this cloth diaper and toss it out with you. Now it’s time to put you into our diaper pail for disposal! The maids and the Janitors will come in shortly and start to clean. Then the maids will take out all of the trash and dirty diapers from this room and then once they have done that, they will simply bring you over to the next room that they clean and take the diapers from and more diapers will be tossed into their trash cart. Then they will bring their full cart down to the basement where the janitors are and leave it with them for the Janitors to take outside to the trash truck early in the morning.
Then the nursery care tech takes the cloth diaper off of Jake then drops it onto his chest then picks Jake up and carries him over to the large and half-full diaper pail. The nursery care tech opens the lid to the diaper pail, then she lays Jake on top of the loose, unrolled, wet disposable diapers and the few formerly wet cloth diapers that are ripped and torn and are being disposed of.
The Nursery Care Tech then lowers the lid as Jake starts to cry and try to get up. The Care tech quickly closes the lid and locks it so that Jake can’t get out. Then she walks away to go get Jake’s wet disposable diaper pail and bring it over to the larger trash can near the door, to empty it into the larger pail. The Care Tech quickly opens the lid, and quickly empties Jake’s 11 gallons worth of his loose, wet, unrolled, disposable diapers into the larger 32 gallon trash can then quickly closes the lid again and re locks it.
Jake: (Inside the 32 gallon trash can full of wet diapers.) WAAAAAA! Don’t throw me away!!! WAAAAAAAAAA! Where are you going to take me???? Why are you throwing me away???
WAAAAAAAAA!
As the lid was closed and locked, Jake’s Cries couldn’t be heard from under all of the wet diapers from across the large room. As the whole day progresses, more and more diapers are tossed into the 32 gallon diaper pail near the door. Then at 4:45 pm, the maids and the janitors some by to start cleaning and taking the trash out.

Sandra is a curvy slightly heavy janitor of Latino background wearing tight lycra pants and a tan top.
Sandra: Hello Jason you called me over?
Sandra  was very happy and energetic all the time.
Jason: Yes, here is the clipboard of your duties for today.
Jason: We have 6 babies being disposed of today and lots and lots of diapers and clothing being disposed of today as well.
Jason: There is ONE in particular that I want done....his name is Jake.
Jason: He is a new comer to this facility. He JUST came in 48 hours ago. The director wants him disposed of.
Sandra: why?
Jason: He is in Nursery 2....I don't know.....The director told me personally to get Jake disposed of....he didn't give a reason.
Sandra: I thought we would show him the new mothers coming in today? Then dispose if he is not wanted.
Jason: Take two or four of your crew with ya if you like and have them go and help you empty out all of the diaper pails.....
Jason: but the director already wants him disposed of because he is a heavy, heavy wetter and leaked wetness onto Megan's blouse and that made her come to the director who ordered his disposal
Jason: The trash truck comes each and every day.
Sandra: so no showing to the mommies then
Jason: NOT for Jake....his fate is sealed.
Sandra: oh ok
Sandra: thought he was so cute though
Jake: He was....but he was dropped off and his own mother didn't want him because he wet some much
Sandra: as i open a large black trash bag to put into my big can on wheels
Jake: OH...by the way...don't forget...the manual side loading trash truck comes at 6 pm today....
Jake: be sure to have all of the trash out by no later than 5:45 pm
Sandra: sure will boss
Jason turns and goes into his office to write up the inventory check off list. Before he has to go and get the trash taken out from the diaper pantry and the laundry room.
Jake has been asleep for over three hours now and his diapers are slightly damp now since he had nothing to drink lately.
Sandra starts emptying diaper pails into the large trash can and I hear diapers hitting the bottom thump, thump, thump
can after can is dumped in to my rolling trash can, then some office trash with soda cans, paper waste is dumped in. I chat with some of the employees in the kitchen as I pass it on way to nursery 2.
Jake: NONE of the disposable diapers are rolled up for disposal ever....they are just folded over when disposed of.
Jake: (Inside the 32 gallon trash can full of wet diapers.) WAAAAAA! Don’t throw me away!!! WAAAAAAAAAA! Where are you going to take me???? Why are you throwing me away???
WAAAAAAAAA!
Jake: As the lid was closed and locked, Jake’s Cries couldn’t be heard from under all of the wet diapers from across the large room. As the whole day progresses, more and more diapers are tossed into the 32 gallon diaper pail near the door. Then at 4:45 pm, the maids and the janitors some by to start cleaning and taking the trash out.

Sandra walks over to the can. Sandra opens the lid and pushes the trash down a little.
Jake: UUUUUH!
Jake: HEY!!! stop that!!!
Jake: What are you doing??? PLEASE let me out?????
Jake: What are you doing????? Miss...who are you??? Why am I in here????
Sandra: Oh my name is Sandra: and I work here.
Jake: What are you doing? Why are you pushing all of this down??? Aren't you here to let me out???
Sandra: not letting you out, I am here to take out the trash.
Jake: but...but...I'm not trash!!!
Sandra gets a huge trash liner out
Sandra:  I am sorry Jake, you are!!!
Jake: Hey! What is that bag for???
Jake: Look! They diapered me in this super, bulky disposable diaper that makes it so that my legs can't go together!!! They used a LOT of powder too!  They even put my new packs of diapers in here and all of my cloth diapers and plastic pants as well as all of my wet diapers too!
Sandra: that’s for this can once its empty.
Sandra: the she picks up your can and start to dumping it into the trashcan she brought
Jake: HEY!!! HEY!!! UUUUUH!
Jake falls with the diapers into the can that already has some trash but Jake tries to fight to the top of the pile. Jake falls into the can and then gets covered by all of the diapers that were under him.
The avalanche of diapers stops.
Jake wrestles his way back to the top. He tries to climb out of the can, but gets hung up with one leg and half of his body over the edge but can’t get the rest of the other half of him out of the can.
Sandra: I am sorry jake, I am just doing my job.
Jake: MISS! PLEASE!!! Can you let me out????
Jake: I am a good boy....can't you just take me to get washed or something????
Jake: Can't I go to see if I can be taken by a new mommy?
Sandra: nope you leaked on Megan so you are garbage!
Jake: WAAAAAAAA!!!!
Jake: WAAAAAA!!!!! I don't wanna be garbage!!!!
Jake: I still have a clean diaper on!!!
Sandra: Well, you are trash! You will be going to the landfill with all our stinky trash!
Jake: NO!!!!!
Jake: What’s that!!! What's a Landfill?????
Jake: Is that a bad place????
Jake: How am I going to be taken there???? Will YOU...be taking me there????
Jake: Miss Sandra.....Do I get to have my diaper changed if I wet too much????
Jake: What are you doing with that Big bag????
Sandra: this big bag is going out to our large trash bins outside to the trash truck tonight.
The can starts rolling again.
Sandra: Now we are off to the kitchen to take out the trash there...fun right?
Says Sandra as she chuckles and puts on a big smile.
Jake: Miss...do I get to have my diaper changed?
Jake: Can I please ????
Jake: How come am I being taken out tonight????
Jake: I don't wanna go to the kitchen!!!!
Jake: I wanna go back to my room!!!
Jake: Jake falls back down onto his open, wet diapers and he falls into two diapers that are open and facing upwards and when he falls into them, the diapers kind of close around him and wrap themselves around his chest and sides
Sandra: then you get to the kitchen
Jake: Jake is laying on his back now
Jake: MISS????? Hey Miss!!!!
Jake: Where are you going?????
Sandra: then soon all sort of kitchen trash starts raining down on you...coffee filters, apple cores, Styrofoam cups
Jake: Spaghetti noodles and two baby bottles of milk
Jake: HEY! EEEEW!!!!
Jake: STOP that!!!! STOP tossing this stuff on me!!!
Jake: UUUUH! Now I am dirty!!!!
Jake: Miss!!!!
Jake: Miss!!! Why are you tossing all of this stuff on me?????
Jake: UUUUUH!
Some of the coffee filters fall against Jake's chest and then slide down into Jake's Waistband of his diaper. The spaghetti noodles fall all over Jake's diaper and his chest and get into his hair.
Sandra: soon it stops and we head out of the kitchen.
Sandra: toward one last nursery
Jake: Miss....Oh MISS!!! Can I please get out now????
Jake: I have pudding and Spaghetti and these weird paper things all over me!!!
Sandra: yes that’s what happens to trash.
Jake: Can I please get out???? Can I get my diaper changed????
Jake: Will you be giving me to the trash men????
Jake: Or will you just leave me in one of those large things full of diapers????
Sandra: Your bag will be tossed into the cans outside, no diaper change required. That would be a waste of an extra diaper.
Jake: OOOOOH!!!! But...can't I have one of these diapers from the packages that are in here?????
Sandra: Nope! I am not digging those out! They are garbage!!!
Jake: HEY!!!! Those look like my onesies!!!!
Jake: Where are you taking me now miss????
Jake: Hey...why are you slowing down?
Jake: Where are we???
Sandra: Oh we are heading outside.
Jake: When are we going to the other nursery???
Jake: I heard you tell that other person that you are headed to the other nursery......
Jake: What does that mean??? Does that mean more diapers are going to come in here????
Sandra: Yes that’s on the way.
Jake: HEY!!! Stop pushing down on me!!!!
Jake: Why are you pushing down on me!!!!
Jake: STOP THAT!!!
The can stops, more diapers drop in on Jake
Jake: UH! UH, UH!!!
Sandra pushes and packs Jake harder in there.
Jake: STOP THAT!!!!
Jake: HEY!!! Those look like clean cloth diapers!!!
Jake: HEY!!!! That was a couple pairs of nice plastic pants!!!
Jake: Why are you tossing those unopened packs of Pampers and Luvs in here?????
Jake: UH!!!!
Jake: I can't see you now miss!!!!
Jake: I can't move now!!!
Jake: Let me up!!!
Jake: HEY!!!! Those were wet disposable diapers!!!
Sandra: Well this is the last time you see me Jake goodbye
Jake: HEY!!!! NO!!!!
Sandra unroll the bag from the rim of the can and start gathering it
Jake: please don't.......
Jake: What are you doing????
Sandra then gathers it together above Jake.
Jake: HEY!!!!
Jake: Why are you doing that????
Jake: EEEEEW!!!! Now it stinks in here!!!!
The bag closes above Jake then Jake hears plastic on plastic and a cinch as the bag is closed quickly and two knots are tied back to back.
Sandra: Ah!!! Done!!!
Jake: HEY MISS!!!
Jake: Where are you taking me???? Stop!!!
Then the can starts to roll outside. Soon Jake feels the cooler air outside.
Jake: HEY!!! It's slightly colder out here!!!!
Jake: I can't see where you are taking me!!!!
Jake: What is that large blurry thing????
Sandra: doesn’t respond to Jake any longer.
Jake: HEY!!!!
Jake: I am NOT TRASH!!!!
Jake is quickly being rolled out as Sandra  meets her supervisor who is helping her gather the other large garbage cans and bringing them to the parking lot for the trash men who should be here any minute.
Jason has just come from the laundry room and the diaper pantry where he collected a trash can worth of old torn cloth diapers and 200 pair of old plastic pants and the laundry room tossed out over 700 cloth diapers, old torn clothing, onesies, and footed sleepers. One of the cans isn't bagged up that came from the laundry room. Jason meets Sandra out at the 4 96 gallon trash cans to empty out what he collected.
Jake can hear the garbage truck at a distance as it approaches.
Jason: So, did little Jake give you any problems Sandra????
Sandra: He talked a little too much!!!! Nice to get rid of him!
Jake: Miss...Hey Miss...What is that loud sound and all of that loud thumping I hear????
Jason: I really didn't think the director was going to keep him for too long anyhow.
the truck pulls up to the curb out in front of the Orphanage and stops. Two ladies get out of the cab and start to grab the first two 96 gallon trash cans which they empty right into the hopper.
Sandra: I guess it’s sad no one will miss him.
Jake Is that thing here for me???
No one hears Jake.
Sandra: let’s throw Jake in first!!
Jason: Ok that is fine...
Sandra rolls the can up and the garbage can over closer to the side of the trash truck then simply lifts the bag out and tosses you into the trucks hopper, everyone has already forgotten about you
Jake: HEY!!! What are you doing???? STOP THAT!!! UHHH!
Jake: Stop that!!!!
Two more bags land on top of Jake’s bag, then two more then Jake hears the compactor roar to life.
Jake struggles in the bag and the bag  starts to move and wiggle.
Jake: HEY!!! What is that???? What is happening??? HEY!!! It's pushing into me!! Make it stop WAAAAAAAAAAAA! WAAAAAA!!!!!
Sandra sees the bags get compacted and disappear inside the side loader.  Then, more bags get added as the next can is tilted and emptied in the hopper. Jake is soon gone.
Zoe and Sadie are the trash ladies and they thank Sandra for helping out as they continue to load the lodal trash truck with the trash.
Jake, inside the container, is having the diapers and the trash around him packed tightly against him and his diapers buckle up and mash against him. Quite a few of the diapers end up around his face with their liners pressing against his face, with the wetness squeezing out of the wet cloth diapers
Jake's Bag has also popped now, spilling him and some of his diapers out into the container.
Sandra: Hahah, he is trash now!
Jason: We still have a few more subjects to take out by tomorrow. One that is being taken down to the laundry room to get washed.....the rest of the rejects from today's showing will also be getting disposed of. Tomorrow's load will require us to take a larger trash cart
You will also need to bag each subject up individually and fill their bags with diapers....there are four girls on today's list that didn't make it into today's load.
Sandra: Hahaha never ends!
Jason: NOPE.....our jobs never end here.....
Jason: We are constantly getting subjects in and this place doesn't hold on to their subjects for more than a few months at the most.
Sandra: it’s sad but someone has to do it.
Jason: Yea...I kind of like my job! Sometimes, I take a subject and I take their clothes off so that they are wearing only their diapers. I LOVE doing stuff to the subjects as I do my route each day.
Jason: I once had a subject that had on a very dirty, stained up footed sleeper and he needed to have it taken off...I took it off and he was wearing the THICKEST diaper I had ever seen!!!
His diaper was SO thick, he wasn't even able to walk!!!!
Sandra: haha
Jason: I had to put him into my cart after putting him and his diapers into a large trash bag.
You know those diaper disposal bags?
Jason: I once had a girl that was wearing one over her diaper!!!
Jason: This girl had on a perfectly thick and saggy disposable diaper and then her nursery care tech comes over to me and asks if the girl needed to be dirty.
Jason: I told her that I am taking this girl whether she is dirty or not and I don't CARE what she has on.....
Jason: I just like to watch their diapers getting bunched up is all which is the reason I take their clothing off.....
Jason: I asked her nursery care tech why she had a diaper disposal bag over her diaper and the nursery care tech told me that she didn't want her diaper to leak while she was in the trash! 
I told her that she didn't have to do that...and that if her diaper leaked, it was ok!!! That was what the trash bags were for!!!
Jason: So Sandra, how will you feel about the other subjects??? What will you do if any of them are wearing onesies or footed sleepers???
Sandra: Toss them in the trash…?
Jason: You KNOW, you CAN have some fun with them....you CAN strip them down to jus their diapers or you can...shove things down into their diapers.....
Jason: I once saw one of the nursery care techs shove used wipes into the front of the subject's diaper before they tossed them.....







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